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Monday, November 28, 2005
Post Thanksgiving
Well... I went to Job's house for Thanksgiving dinner the day of. I was there from noon to 11 pm! There were 18 people total... Pam, Dana, Uncle Tim and Matt, Aunt Sherry and Lisa, (Job and I both have and Uncle Tim and Lisa... that are married too...) Grandma, Grandpa, Tim and Lisa's kids- Kirtus (8) and Casey (4), Matt and Sherry's kids- Katie (8), Emily (4), and Ashley (2), Beka, Mandy Foreman, Josh, Job, and Me. It didn't seem like that many people and that's probably just because Job's house is big. I ended up spending the whole night playing with the kiddles. I really liked Emily, she was a sweetie and Casey. Kirtus was really mean and beat up on his brother, Casey and Katie kept to herself. Emily loved it when I'd throw her up in the air (never took my hands off from her either) and hold her so she could touch the ceiling, and she also prefered to cuddle with me on the couch while we watched some G rated cartoon that I'd never seen before in my life. Job fell asleep on the couch downstairs and I think it was because it was seriously 80 degrees in the house because the fireplace was burning like crazy downstairs so I pretty much leaned up against him on the couch while Emily sat on my lap.
Sometime during the night we made turkeys out of chocolate-covered creme drops (turkey's body), chocolate chips (turkey's head and legs with the frosting as adhesive), candy corn (turkey's feathers), frosting (adhesive for feathers, feet, and head), and crackers (backing for the turkey, you put the feathers and body on the cracker)... well everyone did but me, I just ate them. Then we played some pig out game with pig di and that was just weird. Then Job and I played scrabble against Grandma, Grandpa, and Tim and Job and I won even though Grandma was crazy at the beginning and so was Grandpa but it was suprising that Tim only lost to Job and myself by one point and he'd been severely trailing the entire game.
Then Casey asked me to play cabbage patch kids with him and it got weird really fast... The first thing he did was completely undress the dolls, telling me they needed to take a bath before bedtime and then he threw his hands down on their stomachs and said laughing, 'don't look' and I inquired why and he lifted his hands and shouted 'because you'll see their penises!' and I froze for a couple of seconds and called him silly and informed him that those were their belly buttons and he giggled. Then he ran off and everyone was looking at me weird and Josh came upstairs and called me a pervert for undressing the dolls and I called Casey over and I said 'Casey, who undressed the dolls' and Josh was trying to get him to lie and say that it was me but Casey proudly proclaimed that it was he who stripped them of their clothing as he danced around and giggled.
After that I dressed the dolls (Job helped) after looking over his ps3? game of Sims and seeing what a mess Casey made. Then all of the adults were hanging out in the upstairs living room and just flicking and Dana stopped on a plastic surgery channel that was showing some woman's breast from the side and I was confused and kind of embarassed though I tried to hide it and Dana was wondering, aloud why she needed surgery because 'they looked good' and then they scanned around to the front view and her other boob was really small and he yelled 'Omg! They're uneven!' and Tim chocked on his beer, leading to the changing of the channel. Then just about when it had calmed down Ashley decided to make a sneak or should I say streak appearance... she snuck out of her room naked, saw me, jiggled her hiney and ran back in and then ran out a couple of seconds later and danced around the living room. Everyone was laughing so hard and Matt finally wrestled her back into her footie-jammies. Then Job gave the ps3 (I think that's what it's called) to Casey to watch the movie 'Robots' and he crawled up onto the couch and into my lap because I'm comfy? and then Emily got curious and decided she wanted on my lap as well and then the topping on the cake was little Ashley crawling up on top of Emily on top of Casey on top of me. Then Emily got mad and yelled at Ashley and made her get down and she looked at me with the biggest, saddest eyes ever and I told her it was ok and she ran off to the other couch and sat next to her mom, dejected.
After all of that I was falling asleep and Job took me home and then he didn't leave my house until about midnight or so. This past Thanksgiving was definitely interesting to say the least...
Well... I went to Job's house for Thanksgiving dinner the day of. I was there from noon to 11 pm! There were 18 people total... Pam, Dana, Uncle Tim and Matt, Aunt Sherry and Lisa, (Job and I both have and Uncle Tim and Lisa... that are married too...) Grandma, Grandpa, Tim and Lisa's kids- Kirtus (8) and Casey (4), Matt and Sherry's kids- Katie (8), Emily (4), and Ashley (2), Beka, Mandy Foreman, Josh, Job, and Me. It didn't seem like that many people and that's probably just because Job's house is big. I ended up spending the whole night playing with the kiddles. I really liked Emily, she was a sweetie and Casey. Kirtus was really mean and beat up on his brother, Casey and Katie kept to herself. Emily loved it when I'd throw her up in the air (never took my hands off from her either) and hold her so she could touch the ceiling, and she also prefered to cuddle with me on the couch while we watched some G rated cartoon that I'd never seen before in my life. Job fell asleep on the couch downstairs and I think it was because it was seriously 80 degrees in the house because the fireplace was burning like crazy downstairs so I pretty much leaned up against him on the couch while Emily sat on my lap.
Sometime during the night we made turkeys out of chocolate-covered creme drops (turkey's body), chocolate chips (turkey's head and legs with the frosting as adhesive), candy corn (turkey's feathers), frosting (adhesive for feathers, feet, and head), and crackers (backing for the turkey, you put the feathers and body on the cracker)... well everyone did but me, I just ate them. Then we played some pig out game with pig di and that was just weird. Then Job and I played scrabble against Grandma, Grandpa, and Tim and Job and I won even though Grandma was crazy at the beginning and so was Grandpa but it was suprising that Tim only lost to Job and myself by one point and he'd been severely trailing the entire game.
Then Casey asked me to play cabbage patch kids with him and it got weird really fast... The first thing he did was completely undress the dolls, telling me they needed to take a bath before bedtime and then he threw his hands down on their stomachs and said laughing, 'don't look' and I inquired why and he lifted his hands and shouted 'because you'll see their penises!' and I froze for a couple of seconds and called him silly and informed him that those were their belly buttons and he giggled. Then he ran off and everyone was looking at me weird and Josh came upstairs and called me a pervert for undressing the dolls and I called Casey over and I said 'Casey, who undressed the dolls' and Josh was trying to get him to lie and say that it was me but Casey proudly proclaimed that it was he who stripped them of their clothing as he danced around and giggled.
After that I dressed the dolls (Job helped) after looking over his ps3? game of Sims and seeing what a mess Casey made. Then all of the adults were hanging out in the upstairs living room and just flicking and Dana stopped on a plastic surgery channel that was showing some woman's breast from the side and I was confused and kind of embarassed though I tried to hide it and Dana was wondering, aloud why she needed surgery because 'they looked good' and then they scanned around to the front view and her other boob was really small and he yelled 'Omg! They're uneven!' and Tim chocked on his beer, leading to the changing of the channel. Then just about when it had calmed down Ashley decided to make a sneak or should I say streak appearance... she snuck out of her room naked, saw me, jiggled her hiney and ran back in and then ran out a couple of seconds later and danced around the living room. Everyone was laughing so hard and Matt finally wrestled her back into her footie-jammies. Then Job gave the ps3 (I think that's what it's called) to Casey to watch the movie 'Robots' and he crawled up onto the couch and into my lap because I'm comfy? and then Emily got curious and decided she wanted on my lap as well and then the topping on the cake was little Ashley crawling up on top of Emily on top of Casey on top of me. Then Emily got mad and yelled at Ashley and made her get down and she looked at me with the biggest, saddest eyes ever and I told her it was ok and she ran off to the other couch and sat next to her mom, dejected.
After all of that I was falling asleep and Job took me home and then he didn't leave my house until about midnight or so. This past Thanksgiving was definitely interesting to say the least...
Mandy ~ 3:50 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Who-Hoo
I'm the evil villian, yay! Oh, well, whatever anyone might be saying about me, I don't care because... I get to do what I want when I want. For once in my life I'm going to stop caring about people that don't care back like I need them to but instead I'm going to watch out for #1, well #2 because #1 is Job, hahaha. I've already had to defend my relationship with Job against my father who thinks I'm being frivilous and stupid and that I have no idea what the definition of love even is... Oh well, and as selfish as this is going to sound, I'm happy, entirely with my life. Now, to start on that paper... haha.
I'm the evil villian, yay! Oh, well, whatever anyone might be saying about me, I don't care because... I get to do what I want when I want. For once in my life I'm going to stop caring about people that don't care back like I need them to but instead I'm going to watch out for #1, well #2 because #1 is Job, hahaha. I've already had to defend my relationship with Job against my father who thinks I'm being frivilous and stupid and that I have no idea what the definition of love even is... Oh well, and as selfish as this is going to sound, I'm happy, entirely with my life. Now, to start on that paper... haha.
Mandy ~ 1:12 AM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Wha-cha
I had my baby over today and we had a wonderful time. I'm trying to get up to Brule to do some skiing but I have a ton of people that want to go with me from school. Joe, Ian, Sam, Stephanie, Tommy, and then of course Kaitlin, Ben, and all of his friends and Job so I'm going to do some planning or something so we can all go this Thanksgiving break sometime. I was also going to go to that land party tonight at the guy's house but I have the paper I'm supposed to do a draft of... haha. I really have to go bowling with the siblings and mortons and Ian and Steve and everyone again because that was a ton of fun. I'm so happy I've removed the negativity from my life *<:D Woot! Hmmm, haven't played EQ in a few weeks now but oh well, I can always do that another time. I love winter. Oh yea, and one more thing before I wrap this up so I can talk to my peeps on messenger... Job gave me a ring today! It's wonderful and I love you baby so much! MUAH! Hehe, night all.
I had my baby over today and we had a wonderful time. I'm trying to get up to Brule to do some skiing but I have a ton of people that want to go with me from school. Joe, Ian, Sam, Stephanie, Tommy, and then of course Kaitlin, Ben, and all of his friends and Job so I'm going to do some planning or something so we can all go this Thanksgiving break sometime. I was also going to go to that land party tonight at the guy's house but I have the paper I'm supposed to do a draft of... haha. I really have to go bowling with the siblings and mortons and Ian and Steve and everyone again because that was a ton of fun. I'm so happy I've removed the negativity from my life *<:D Woot! Hmmm, haven't played EQ in a few weeks now but oh well, I can always do that another time. I love winter. Oh yea, and one more thing before I wrap this up so I can talk to my peeps on messenger... Job gave me a ring today! It's wonderful and I love you baby so much! MUAH! Hehe, night all.
Mandy ~ 7:30 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
La De Dah
Hmmm... I had a happily shallow day today. I went shopping in wausau with my siblings and Mickey. It was interesting, to say the least, and the time spent with them was definitely a million times better than getting any of the material items I did purchase. Regardless, I'm so happy I am no longer reading negative blogs in my direction. Yes, I understand people can be depressed and at that happy, angry, frustrated, confused, jealous, conceited, cocky, selfish, selfless, prideful, and whatever other personal characteristics emotions can be aroused in the human portraital. I understand the emotions and have them myself but I will no longer indulge myself in the petty lashing out, even when I have so many rebuttals, so, I refuse to even indulge others in reading theirs. Job gave me the idea not to read them and it is an intelligent idea that I will take heed to. Hmmm, darn prepositional phrases ending those top of the moment sentences... Oh well, not like you don't understand what I'm saying. Tata.
Hmmm... I had a happily shallow day today. I went shopping in wausau with my siblings and Mickey. It was interesting, to say the least, and the time spent with them was definitely a million times better than getting any of the material items I did purchase. Regardless, I'm so happy I am no longer reading negative blogs in my direction. Yes, I understand people can be depressed and at that happy, angry, frustrated, confused, jealous, conceited, cocky, selfish, selfless, prideful, and whatever other personal characteristics emotions can be aroused in the human portraital. I understand the emotions and have them myself but I will no longer indulge myself in the petty lashing out, even when I have so many rebuttals, so, I refuse to even indulge others in reading theirs. Job gave me the idea not to read them and it is an intelligent idea that I will take heed to. Hmmm, darn prepositional phrases ending those top of the moment sentences... Oh well, not like you don't understand what I'm saying. Tata.
Mandy ~ 11:07 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
Happy Now
*sighs* To start with, I don't care what anyone thinks outside of my family, a few select friends, and, of course, Job. I'm done with caring about certain 'yous' because all it ever did for me was turn me into a human doormat. I'm happy I've finally stood up for myself and cleared myself of some unnecessary things. I bet you never thought your advice would be turned against you kt... I'm not mad or upset but indifferent and there's nothing any of you can do to change that because I won't let it.
I have enough on my plate and I'm going to laugh if chris reads this because he commented something like shut up but meaner so it'd be hypocritical if he came on here to check out what I was writing, so, in a way, my words, which he supposedly has the wish not to hear/read/know of, but whatever. People do fuck up and certainly no one on the face of the earth is perfect but I've decided by respecting myself the people who really do care will stick with me and the others will fall away.
So here's my advice to you 'fall, fall away, please'.
*sighs* To start with, I don't care what anyone thinks outside of my family, a few select friends, and, of course, Job. I'm done with caring about certain 'yous' because all it ever did for me was turn me into a human doormat. I'm happy I've finally stood up for myself and cleared myself of some unnecessary things. I bet you never thought your advice would be turned against you kt... I'm not mad or upset but indifferent and there's nothing any of you can do to change that because I won't let it.
I have enough on my plate and I'm going to laugh if chris reads this because he commented something like shut up but meaner so it'd be hypocritical if he came on here to check out what I was writing, so, in a way, my words, which he supposedly has the wish not to hear/read/know of, but whatever. People do fuck up and certainly no one on the face of the earth is perfect but I've decided by respecting myself the people who really do care will stick with me and the others will fall away.
So here's my advice to you 'fall, fall away, please'.
Mandy ~ 11:37 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
I'm Done
I've already said I'm done.
Comment from me on Chris's blog:
I'm human as well and I have made mistakes and the only thing I will apologize for is not telling Kt and Ben I was sick at the time, but I WILL NOT apologize for defending myself against you, Dan, Kt, and Ben.
That is all, now I'm done.
I've already said I'm done.
Comment from me on Chris's blog:
I'm human as well and I have made mistakes and the only thing I will apologize for is not telling Kt and Ben I was sick at the time, but I WILL NOT apologize for defending myself against you, Dan, Kt, and Ben.
That is all, now I'm done.
Mandy ~ 6:49 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
I'm Done
I've posted enough comments in everyone elses blogs.
I've posted enough comments in everyone elses blogs.
Mandy ~ 5:28 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
There's More to it Than Meets the Eye
Don't judge what you don't know, know about especially if you only have a biased one-person view. Like... judging a woman for getting an abortion under the argument that she's taking that babie's life... ever look at the other side... maybe the one that says she isn't capable of carrying the baby, her life, the babie's or both may be in danger, she was raped and is now tramautized and clinically depressed or insane and could hurt herself or the baby...
Just think, it's common fucking sense.
Don't judge what you don't know, know about especially if you only have a biased one-person view. Like... judging a woman for getting an abortion under the argument that she's taking that babie's life... ever look at the other side... maybe the one that says she isn't capable of carrying the baby, her life, the babie's or both may be in danger, she was raped and is now tramautized and clinically depressed or insane and could hurt herself or the baby...
Just think, it's common fucking sense.
Mandy ~ 10:01 PM