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Monday, July 21, 2003
Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder... Things are Easier to Get Over Allowed Time
Which is true? It's been six days since I've heard from Adam and it's actually gotten easier... not in the actual sense but it hurts a little less and I'm keeping busy with other things. I didn't write him an e-mail yesterday and not one yet today and I don't think I'm going to either just because that makes it easier and I think writing him an e-mail every day makes it harder on me waiting for a response. When I write him an e-mail it's usually long and I put a lot of thought into it and then I think about him a lot and that's where the reasoning is. After I send the e-mail I think things like... I hope he's happy to hear from me, what will he think of it, and will anything in the e-mail offend him? The sayings go absence makes the heart grow fonder and things are easier to get over with time and I don't understand. It's like I feel I've grown more attached to Adam since he's been gone but also keep in mind I still remain correspondense with him so is he completely absent? On the other hand after so many days of not hearing from him it gets easier as the days go on. I'm going to watch Joy Ride with Jeff and Kate now although they're talking during it so I don't know how enjoyable it will be.
I'm talking to Heather Maas (my friend who moved up to the U.P. in eighth grade and just moved back down) right now. Heather just told me that Matt likes Jen, her little sister. For some reason I'm hoping he really doesn't but for another I'm hoping he does so he can return to his life a year after us. Not to sound mean but Jen is going to be a Freshman so Matt's going for the young ones now and Jen isn't that hot... she's actually not very pretty either and she's kind of heavy. Again I'm not trying to be mean but I just feel better knowing I'm better... that's very egotistical of me though. Well I found out later Matt doesn't like Jen and they actually tried ditching her in Kmart... Matt always goes for the hot ones and that's why I don't understand our previous relationship.
Which is true? It's been six days since I've heard from Adam and it's actually gotten easier... not in the actual sense but it hurts a little less and I'm keeping busy with other things. I didn't write him an e-mail yesterday and not one yet today and I don't think I'm going to either just because that makes it easier and I think writing him an e-mail every day makes it harder on me waiting for a response. When I write him an e-mail it's usually long and I put a lot of thought into it and then I think about him a lot and that's where the reasoning is. After I send the e-mail I think things like... I hope he's happy to hear from me, what will he think of it, and will anything in the e-mail offend him? The sayings go absence makes the heart grow fonder and things are easier to get over with time and I don't understand. It's like I feel I've grown more attached to Adam since he's been gone but also keep in mind I still remain correspondense with him so is he completely absent? On the other hand after so many days of not hearing from him it gets easier as the days go on. I'm going to watch Joy Ride with Jeff and Kate now although they're talking during it so I don't know how enjoyable it will be.
I'm talking to Heather Maas (my friend who moved up to the U.P. in eighth grade and just moved back down) right now. Heather just told me that Matt likes Jen, her little sister. For some reason I'm hoping he really doesn't but for another I'm hoping he does so he can return to his life a year after us. Not to sound mean but Jen is going to be a Freshman so Matt's going for the young ones now and Jen isn't that hot... she's actually not very pretty either and she's kind of heavy. Again I'm not trying to be mean but I just feel better knowing I'm better... that's very egotistical of me though. Well I found out later Matt doesn't like Jen and they actually tried ditching her in Kmart... Matt always goes for the hot ones and that's why I don't understand our previous relationship.
Mandy ~ 9:22 PM