Well I only decided to write in this because I haven't in 3 days. What has happened in the last 3 days that is of any interest to anyone besides me? Well Adam wrote back that he received the care package and he loved it. He got in a water gun fight with all his buds with the squirt guns I sent and he loved the candy. I also don't know what to do about a guy friend who I like and likes me. Adam doesn't want me to go out with anyone although he says it's my choice... I don't know what to do. I counted and there's only 50-80 more days until Adam comes home. He's already pushing my buttons too. I told him where I stood on the whole premarital sex thing and that is no sex before marriage. Adam replyed with these exacts words in the e-mail he sent to me today... "I've never knowin anyone that wont have sex before marrage though. *shrug* Everyone that said that eventually did so it dosn't matter what you say, muahahaha. J/K!!!". I think he's being truthful about it and he's also trying to get his point across to me... again another thing I'm undecided on.
There's one more thing I can type quick before Ben kicks me off the computer. Tonight my Uncle Kevin (the one who's in a band) called and talked to Sarah about something after mom said she was throwing Sarah another party. I'm sure it was something like Uncle Kevin's band is going to play at Sarah's party or something. Well I'm jealous because every year Sarah gets a party and the last time I had a party was when I was in Kindergarden and I had to invite everyone and it was at Burger King... go figure. The best party she ever had was when she was 16 and she got to invite all of her friends and mom hired a DJ for all night and the works and last year for my sweet sixteen I didn't even get the traditional birthday cake that everyone always does. I remember waking up and Kate was the only one who even said 'happy birthday'. I spent my whole birthday at home doing nothing. It makes me feel so unloved when my parents go out of their way for Sarah or Ben and then leave me behind as well as Kate. You can tell who the favorites are in this family. Well I have to go now because Ben's kicking me off.