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Name - Amanda Marie Marquardt Age - 19

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Saturday, July 26, 2003

Once More With Feeling

Sorry I couldn't think of a title... it's kind of ironic that's what I chose because I'm not really feeling a whole lot at this moment in time. Well now it's eleven days since I've heard anything from Adam and I haven't contacted his mom in a couple of days so I don't know if she has either. What's happened over these past few days in which I haven't written. Nothing much or I would've made a point to write. Well we'll start with today and work my way back although that's slightly unusual because most would say start back and work up to now. Well this morning I woke up and decided I'd make myself a cup of java which I enjoyed but even before that I awoke to Sarah and Mom's scrambling about the living room. I decided to check it out and Sarah told me to find her Sam Goody advertisement because they'd been searching for almost an hour so I walked over to the table, picked up a stack of papers and there it was under the stack. My mom looked at me slightly annoyed probably thinking 'how does she do it?' or 'why didn't we wake her up an hour ago?' without even a thank you but I pretended they did thank me. Well that was the content of today so far...

Yesterday... hmmmm... Well I lounged around quite a bit, I recall talking to Jasmine and Emily and this morning, which I count as yesterday because it was after all 4 am and I went to sleep after that. So what if I count the days according to when I sleep and wake up? Well at about 2 am I decided I was going to work off a little pent up frustration and I logged onto EQ (EverQuest) with Satereh (an alt- alternate character, which means she isn't my main, Aedari is). So I leveled Satereh from 22 to 25 in PC (Paladual Caverns). Before that I remember Sarah leaving with her friend, Jason Grant to go get hammered because the previous day was her birthday. Even before that my mom decided it was time to cut the cake which she'd made the previous day (wow, I really dislike this backwards stuff). So here I was, no makeup, hair a mess, wearing the oversized shirt Adam sent me while posing for pictures. After that (damn I didn't do it perfectly backwords) I posed for a picture on the new sofa in Adam's shirt trying to look as sexy as possible while wearing this huge shirt and not wearing any makeup... I hope it turns out ok. So even before that yesterday morning Kate and I out of nowhere decided we were going to make ourselves up in tribal makeup. I covered my face in a golden cream concealer and then smeared turquoise and black in a symmetrical pattern... I made it look like I was wearing a mask and some gold was showing on my forhead, undereyes, and lower cheeks and chin. When my mom gets the pictures developed I'll see what I can do to post the picture. Well after putting the turquoise on my eyes did their chameleon thing and changed to a dark turquoise to match, which looked pretty cool. That was basically yesterday.

Ok the day before yesterday was Sarah's birthday and nothing much happened that I can remember. I don't know which day it was before that or if it was that day but I was invited to go meet all of my friends at the fair at 12 and my mom told me that I had a dentist appointment, which completely ruined that although everyone told me it sucked because no one wanted to go on the rides and it was so childish. At my appointment I was getting molds done for a mouthguard because I grind my teeth when I sleep so when the dentist was making the molding crap she made too much and when she shoved it in my mouth I swallowed quite a bit and I gagged and when she took it out she was like wow, I put quite a lot in there... it was very disgusting and I should've thrown up on her but I didn't even throw up so I guess that wouldn't have happened. Well that was basically the content of these last few days... that I can remember.

Mandy ~ 3:27 PM