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Monday, July 28, 2003
Stuck in the Train Tracks
In the tracks I stand awaiting to get hit by reality. Right now I'm enjoying the sunset but in a month or so I'll have to wake up. Right now I'm walking another line on a decision about whether to go out with Mike or Adam. Adam is a fantasy but it's weird because it's a fantasy that could come true. Mike is so eerily like me that sometimes we finish each others sentances or he'll say something like about Final Fantasy or Trigun or something else we both love and I'll tell him to stop it and he knows that I mean stop being like me. Yet there's something about Mike that keeps the mystery... he's kind of insane sometimes but it makes me laugh because I know he likes to make people laugh. Everyone is telling me to go with Mike because it's the most reasonable thing and that Mike really likes me. I don't like making decisions and obviously I won't make this one until I have to, which I feel is going to be soon. Mike's always making it harder on me because I keep getting to know him better and better and it only makes me like him more. Especially with the 6.5 hour conversation we had last night. That was the longest conversation I've ever had and that's one of my big things to be able to have with a guy is to be able to talk like that.
I don't know and it bothers me not to know... well eventually I'll be forced to know the future because I'll have to live it no matter how stupid that sounds.
In the tracks I stand awaiting to get hit by reality. Right now I'm enjoying the sunset but in a month or so I'll have to wake up. Right now I'm walking another line on a decision about whether to go out with Mike or Adam. Adam is a fantasy but it's weird because it's a fantasy that could come true. Mike is so eerily like me that sometimes we finish each others sentances or he'll say something like about Final Fantasy or Trigun or something else we both love and I'll tell him to stop it and he knows that I mean stop being like me. Yet there's something about Mike that keeps the mystery... he's kind of insane sometimes but it makes me laugh because I know he likes to make people laugh. Everyone is telling me to go with Mike because it's the most reasonable thing and that Mike really likes me. I don't like making decisions and obviously I won't make this one until I have to, which I feel is going to be soon. Mike's always making it harder on me because I keep getting to know him better and better and it only makes me like him more. Especially with the 6.5 hour conversation we had last night. That was the longest conversation I've ever had and that's one of my big things to be able to have with a guy is to be able to talk like that.
I don't know and it bothers me not to know... well eventually I'll be forced to know the future because I'll have to live it no matter how stupid that sounds.
Mandy ~ 8:01 PM