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Saturday, July 19, 2003
That Feeling
Tonight as I logged onto the computer just a few minutes ago it said that under my account I received one new e-mail and since I previously read my astrology I knew the chances were if anyone did e-mail me it was Adam. My heart skipped and as I did open my account to read the elusive e-mail there wasn't one and I became quite frusterated. I haven't heard from him in 3 days and it's quite frusterating... actually everything seems quite frusterating lately so if that word comes up a few times it isn't for my lack of words just the exact feeling I have about quite a few things. I feel quite poetic tonight and I can't quite explain it but it just happens it's one of the moods I experience every once in a while. Just a few moments ago I wrote this to my friend, Ashley on the topic of memories... They are sweet aren't they? Always the same as when you left them... if you were in love and had a memory of that the memory will forever live the same, in love, never to change just because everything else does. Another thing I wrote to her just a few moments ago about Adam when she said I was already falling in love with him and in reply I said... Sadly I can't until I get to know him, until I feel his touch, his embrace, and hear his words spoken to my face and not from over the phone or in mail... I need to physically be with him because right now I really only know him from mailing and that's completely different than face to face, hand in hand, lips on lips. That's what I want almost more than anything... to love.
My friend, Ashley Richardson came up with this great idea to unite people and we're planning and hoping it'll work. Her idea is that next year on August 29th for people of every race, age, and anything that separates anyone to come together and hold hands and sing songs. Even set up booths for donations to certain charities and then we can mail them out ourselves. She has tons of ideas and we're going to get together soon to plan it all out and make meeting dates for anyone to attend and help us. So far after just talking to a few people I have nine that want to attend all together; myself, Ashley Richardson, Ashley Rustad, Will Roffers, Sam Wanty, Emily Evenson, Katie Barbian, Chris Povish, and Phil Gritzmaucher (sorry if I spelt anyone's last name wrong). I really hope this works so anyone who reads this tells their friends about it because we really need publicity. Well I'm going to go and leave this entry on a good note because I don't want to write about everything else that's been on my mind.
Tonight as I logged onto the computer just a few minutes ago it said that under my account I received one new e-mail and since I previously read my astrology I knew the chances were if anyone did e-mail me it was Adam. My heart skipped and as I did open my account to read the elusive e-mail there wasn't one and I became quite frusterated. I haven't heard from him in 3 days and it's quite frusterating... actually everything seems quite frusterating lately so if that word comes up a few times it isn't for my lack of words just the exact feeling I have about quite a few things. I feel quite poetic tonight and I can't quite explain it but it just happens it's one of the moods I experience every once in a while. Just a few moments ago I wrote this to my friend, Ashley on the topic of memories... They are sweet aren't they? Always the same as when you left them... if you were in love and had a memory of that the memory will forever live the same, in love, never to change just because everything else does. Another thing I wrote to her just a few moments ago about Adam when she said I was already falling in love with him and in reply I said... Sadly I can't until I get to know him, until I feel his touch, his embrace, and hear his words spoken to my face and not from over the phone or in mail... I need to physically be with him because right now I really only know him from mailing and that's completely different than face to face, hand in hand, lips on lips. That's what I want almost more than anything... to love.
My friend, Ashley Richardson came up with this great idea to unite people and we're planning and hoping it'll work. Her idea is that next year on August 29th for people of every race, age, and anything that separates anyone to come together and hold hands and sing songs. Even set up booths for donations to certain charities and then we can mail them out ourselves. She has tons of ideas and we're going to get together soon to plan it all out and make meeting dates for anyone to attend and help us. So far after just talking to a few people I have nine that want to attend all together; myself, Ashley Richardson, Ashley Rustad, Will Roffers, Sam Wanty, Emily Evenson, Katie Barbian, Chris Povish, and Phil Gritzmaucher (sorry if I spelt anyone's last name wrong). I really hope this works so anyone who reads this tells their friends about it because we really need publicity. Well I'm going to go and leave this entry on a good note because I don't want to write about everything else that's been on my mind.
Mandy ~ 12:28 AM