I'm walking the line on quite a few decisions. The first one is whether or not to do the drawings for a poetry book my friend is doing. Well when I say friend I mean acquaintance. Basically how I feel is that he's only interested in a person if they have something he wants or can use. With me he needs someone who can draw him pictures for his book and I can draw so he likes me right now. That was harsh, he always likes me it's just that he's not really interested in talking to me unless it's about something he wants to talk about. Another thing I'm really having troubles with is this whole Matt thing and how I really like Adam. I want to tell Adam but I'm afraid he might react badly and not want to go out with me. I'm hoping he'll want to still go out with me after... I have to go because I'm going shopping at Celtic Moon...
Well I'm back now. I just watched Meet Joe Black with Emily and Kate. Oh and about the whole Adam thing he did e-mail me today so I was relieved about that. I never thought I'd like a material possession so much but Adam's getting a Mitshubitshi Eclipse and it is a gorgeous car. If you go to the offical site of Mitshubitshi you can take a 360 degree tour of the inside and outside, which you control. You can also zoom in and out on the car which is really nice. It's all leather interior so I don't really like that over the cloth because leather squeaks and it's annoying. I think I'm going to send Adam a link to the Mitshubitshi offical site so he can have fun with it too. Well Emily and Kate are going to sleep so I'd better as well although I'm not tired.