Who I Am
These are my true thoughts...
My Past
08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003
09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003
10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007
01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007
02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007
04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007
Favorite Websites
albinoblacksheep.com
www.myspace.com
www.ebaumsworld.com
Credits of the Creator
Take a look at this & other blog designs @ Blogskins.com
Picture found @ Digital Blasphemy
Thursday, August 07, 2003
*As She Stares Blankly at the Screen*
What was the question again? Oh yes, there wasn't a question... it was just me trying to think of a title. Well that should do ok I guess. Last night and more like this morning I talked to Josh, my ex bf, Matt's friend. We talked about quite a lot of stuff and mostly Matt because he is, well to be honest one of my favorite topics. He said that Matt has a beautiful new horse and it's a bay stallion that's 2. I would love to see that horse but that's no where near how much I want to see Matt. Josh told me that Matt hasn't had a date since me and that just broke me and I couldn't stop crying and I knew it would be so easy for Matt to get a girl because he's Matt. Josh reemed me out twice because he got frusterated and who wouldn't seeing the situation and knowing I threw it all away because of my mom. I prefer physical pain to emotional pain because physical pain eventually goes away and emotional pain is always there and the most simple reminder can set it off and make it hurt again. For some reason I'm not really thinking about a lot and I should be happy because that's the calm before the storm. So right now it's calm and I'm going to go and wait for the storm.
What was the question again? Oh yes, there wasn't a question... it was just me trying to think of a title. Well that should do ok I guess. Last night and more like this morning I talked to Josh, my ex bf, Matt's friend. We talked about quite a lot of stuff and mostly Matt because he is, well to be honest one of my favorite topics. He said that Matt has a beautiful new horse and it's a bay stallion that's 2. I would love to see that horse but that's no where near how much I want to see Matt. Josh told me that Matt hasn't had a date since me and that just broke me and I couldn't stop crying and I knew it would be so easy for Matt to get a girl because he's Matt. Josh reemed me out twice because he got frusterated and who wouldn't seeing the situation and knowing I threw it all away because of my mom. I prefer physical pain to emotional pain because physical pain eventually goes away and emotional pain is always there and the most simple reminder can set it off and make it hurt again. For some reason I'm not really thinking about a lot and I should be happy because that's the calm before the storm. So right now it's calm and I'm going to go and wait for the storm.
Mandy ~ 10:03 PM