Leaving on a Jet Plane *she sings* Actually in a Van... Don't Know When I'll be Back Again *she continues* Actually I'll be Back on Thursday
I felt very cleaver when I thought that up... hehe. So much that I used it as my msn name and besides that then everyone knows I'm gone! I'm so excited for one because I'm getting away from here for almost a week with friends, I'm single and I can't flirt (if I want), and yet there's Adam... *happily sighs* I finally heard from him this morning at 7 am, only 2 hours after I went to sleep. I stayed up and talked to Susie aka Ashley, hehe! I'm going to the U.P. aka the Upper Peninsula with Vix aka Heather, Susie aka Ashley, Harley aka Ashley, and Dakota aka Dakota, hehe. I love my girls!
I also love my bandies, don't think I'm forgetting you! I'm so giggly, bubbly, anxious, and excited. This is all about leaving my troubles and having a good time and then having to return back to them after it's over... like a vacation from my vacation, haha, everything's funny. I'm kind of scared because I get homesick and I hate that feeling... I also hate good byes and I suck at them... I came on earlier and said them and now I'm back on again. I can't let go because I always get attached... always. I don't know how I'm going to leave to start my life... maybe the man I'll be with will make me too anxious to start soon and it won't be that bad.
Well Jeff is leaving and this is the last time I'll see him for a year since I'm leaving. It makes me sad although he's Kate's bf... I'm no where near as sad as she is but I'll miss that guy... Cheif! and I Tonto... hehe, many a good inside joke! *dreamily remembers how simplistic the past was* Sometimes I wished I could go back because I feel old at the ripe age of 16! Haha, and now I'm laughing at myself.
I just had to say good bye to Jeff and I started crying and I hugged him. I don't want to get any older because everyone goes their separate ways and you might never see them again. Well I know for sure I won't see Jeff for a year. Well I have to go because Ben wants the pc.