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Monday, August 18, 2003
Too Much Time...
I've already bitched enough about how fast everything seems to be going. I couldn't think of a title so that's what happened... Well Adam e-mailed me today and yesterday. He's on vacation in Qatar and tomorrow which is technically there for him because there's a 7 hour time difference... well he's back at the place he calls 'Camp Shitty', the place where he has no ac or any luxeries. He had a good 4 days in Qatar because he was on the water and he got to do a ton of things like enjoy ac for one, and go skiing, wakeboarding, para-sailing... ect. I was so happy he got a break because they so deserved one. Adam said he felt he was keeping me prisoner because he wouldn't be here for over another half year. i actually don't mind but if I met another guy I like it'll really test my will power. Jason got more pictures of Adam this past week and he's going to bring them over soon and Adam also took a lot of pictures during his vacation and there are some of him shirtless. *shivers* The two week wait will definitely be worth it to see those pictures.
Well... that's the happy subject although him not coming home for quite some time isn't happy it's happier than other things... I won't say a lot on this because I only want my closest friends to know but my mom has been sick for many years now and she finally found out what it is. It's bad... a bad disease, I just hate that word, disease. I promised myself I wouldn't cry in front of her, to be strong for her and let her know I'm always going to be here even if she isn't. I'm going to go because I've written more than enough already and I'm sure someone will tell other people and everyone will eventually know anyway. For some reason I always feel better after crying but after I cried tonight I felt very numb. Now I shall end this depressing blog before I go into further depth.
I've already bitched enough about how fast everything seems to be going. I couldn't think of a title so that's what happened... Well Adam e-mailed me today and yesterday. He's on vacation in Qatar and tomorrow which is technically there for him because there's a 7 hour time difference... well he's back at the place he calls 'Camp Shitty', the place where he has no ac or any luxeries. He had a good 4 days in Qatar because he was on the water and he got to do a ton of things like enjoy ac for one, and go skiing, wakeboarding, para-sailing... ect. I was so happy he got a break because they so deserved one. Adam said he felt he was keeping me prisoner because he wouldn't be here for over another half year. i actually don't mind but if I met another guy I like it'll really test my will power. Jason got more pictures of Adam this past week and he's going to bring them over soon and Adam also took a lot of pictures during his vacation and there are some of him shirtless. *shivers* The two week wait will definitely be worth it to see those pictures.
Well... that's the happy subject although him not coming home for quite some time isn't happy it's happier than other things... I won't say a lot on this because I only want my closest friends to know but my mom has been sick for many years now and she finally found out what it is. It's bad... a bad disease, I just hate that word, disease. I promised myself I wouldn't cry in front of her, to be strong for her and let her know I'm always going to be here even if she isn't. I'm going to go because I've written more than enough already and I'm sure someone will tell other people and everyone will eventually know anyway. For some reason I always feel better after crying but after I cried tonight I felt very numb. Now I shall end this depressing blog before I go into further depth.
Mandy ~ 11:24 PM