Why is it that I'm going to be 17 in a month and a half and I still don't have my drivers liceanse? That I'm going back school in less than a month and I haven't gone school shopping at all. I'm lazy and I hate to procrastinate but somehow I always manage to do just that. I hate the fact that life's passing me by and I can't do anything to stop or even just slow it. I don't know what else to say besides the fact that knowing this knowledge extremely frusterates me. I will apologize now for any spelling or grammatical errors because as I write this I'm singing to Evanescence and it's kind of hard to remember the words to the song and try to keep those from mixing with the words I wish to write in this. I really need to keep singing because when school starts I sing in front of others and then I don't want to embarass myself, haha like I don't do that in other ways. I can really practice my voice to Evanescence because the lead singer actually hits the high notes that work my voice. Now I'm taking requests, hahaha. Jeff told me to put on Tourniquet so it's ok because it's Evanescence. Muwhahahaha how many times can I write Evanescence. Ok I'm a bit condrictory tonight although it's still quite light outside it's technically light... that always made me wonder. Then again with the lights savings or whatever you call it when you turn your clock back and then forward and I get so conflustered... if you didn't pick that up conflustered isn't actually a word but that's what I like to say when I get confused. It's like a thing with my friends and we all have different versions of it like confuddled.
Well I just lost my train of thought because Kate fell on the ground and made Jeff pick her up and Sarah and Ben are in Ben's room and my mom came down and started talking and then I had to give Ben the number from his boss who asked if he would work overtime. Now I'm eating icecream... hmmmm it's called Black Raspberry Dream or something but it's really good. I... can't... think... icecream too good. So lately I've been looking up horses for sale on this site and I've 3 or so that really catch my eye and there's hundreds of them. I found quite a few pretty Arabians on that site. The prices of the horses I've seen so far range from like $400-$60,000... isn't that insane? 60 grand for a horse... I'd never pay that much and as it looks I won't be getting the chance anyway because my dad absolutely loathes horses and he said "you put gold in their mouth and just get shit in return"... I can't really think of anything else to write but I just had some free time so I thought I'd write down my insesant ramblings besides the fact to make this blogger look fleshy... haha, sure, Amanda, sure. So now that I'm going insane I'd better leave.