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Wednesday, September 24, 2003
As It Was
Why does everything have to be so complex and always changing. I tend to find true that whenever my life is going really good it's because my life is having a pattern that's familiar. For instance when I've been going out with a guy I really like for a while, or just doing weekly things with friends... just knowing what might come next. So many of my friends are depressed and I can't do anything about it. I'm happy and then I feel guilty because I tell my friends that I'm happy and then they tell me they aren't. It's good though because they're comfortable telling me things they can trust me with it's just that... I just read Vix's blog and she just wrote all about how everyone should get a therapist or a psychiatrist and I'm thinking she's right.
My dad is so nice. I stayed home sick from school today because I have a really bad stomach ache and I keep getting sick and I don't want to go to school and get sick there. So about an hour ago he calls and asks my mom if I wanted anything for my birthday. She only told me this after he was off the phone but I would've like to have told him nothing myself and that I love him. I will see him tonight but still it's the thought that counts and I wanted him to know I appreciated him. I love my parents and whole family for that matter. Not enough kids realize how great they do have it and really appreciate everything. I know I'm not one to appreciate everything but when I'm aware I really do try to make the most of everything.
Sarah got the pictures back of Kate and she was asking me when I wanted mine taken. Sarah went through a photography class at Nicolet and she's really professional and I often show her pictures off to my friends. I was actually waiting for autumn because that's when my birthday is and to be able to have her take pictures of me in the gorgeous season but it's been getting very cold out and none of the trees are changing colors and they are predicting it to snow this upcoming Monday. So I'm pretty sure the pictures won't get taken but that's ok because I'm not very photogenic anyway. Supposedly the leaves aren't going to change colors because this past summer was too dry so now it's going from summer to winter. Why is it that the only season with two names is fall/autumn? That's always made me wonder.
This Friday is the Homecoming game and the band will be playing an arrangement from James Bond (three songs, the theme, Goldfinger, and something like From Russia With Love). It's a very good piece and somewhat challenging. I hope the band does well and shows everyone how good we are. That was what the last entry was all about, the pep talk. Zack and I are making plans to hang out on Friday at the bonfire and to do something for Saturday that I'm really looking forward to. I really like him and it amazes me how considerate he always is amongst other things. Everyone thinks we're going out but we aren't. Well I have to go because my mom is telling me to go back to sleep and get some more rest.
Why does everything have to be so complex and always changing. I tend to find true that whenever my life is going really good it's because my life is having a pattern that's familiar. For instance when I've been going out with a guy I really like for a while, or just doing weekly things with friends... just knowing what might come next. So many of my friends are depressed and I can't do anything about it. I'm happy and then I feel guilty because I tell my friends that I'm happy and then they tell me they aren't. It's good though because they're comfortable telling me things they can trust me with it's just that... I just read Vix's blog and she just wrote all about how everyone should get a therapist or a psychiatrist and I'm thinking she's right.
My dad is so nice. I stayed home sick from school today because I have a really bad stomach ache and I keep getting sick and I don't want to go to school and get sick there. So about an hour ago he calls and asks my mom if I wanted anything for my birthday. She only told me this after he was off the phone but I would've like to have told him nothing myself and that I love him. I will see him tonight but still it's the thought that counts and I wanted him to know I appreciated him. I love my parents and whole family for that matter. Not enough kids realize how great they do have it and really appreciate everything. I know I'm not one to appreciate everything but when I'm aware I really do try to make the most of everything.
Sarah got the pictures back of Kate and she was asking me when I wanted mine taken. Sarah went through a photography class at Nicolet and she's really professional and I often show her pictures off to my friends. I was actually waiting for autumn because that's when my birthday is and to be able to have her take pictures of me in the gorgeous season but it's been getting very cold out and none of the trees are changing colors and they are predicting it to snow this upcoming Monday. So I'm pretty sure the pictures won't get taken but that's ok because I'm not very photogenic anyway. Supposedly the leaves aren't going to change colors because this past summer was too dry so now it's going from summer to winter. Why is it that the only season with two names is fall/autumn? That's always made me wonder.
This Friday is the Homecoming game and the band will be playing an arrangement from James Bond (three songs, the theme, Goldfinger, and something like From Russia With Love). It's a very good piece and somewhat challenging. I hope the band does well and shows everyone how good we are. That was what the last entry was all about, the pep talk. Zack and I are making plans to hang out on Friday at the bonfire and to do something for Saturday that I'm really looking forward to. I really like him and it amazes me how considerate he always is amongst other things. Everyone thinks we're going out but we aren't. Well I have to go because my mom is telling me to go back to sleep and get some more rest.
Mandy ~ 3:32 PM