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Tuesday, September 30, 2003
Beyond Recognition, More Than Composition
That title was and is very irrelevant but it is 12:30 and I'm very tired and I still haven't taken my shower. I took 22 pages of notes and I still have 6 Alg 2 assignments to finish and I know I won't. What pisses me off about that is I have no friends in that class and since everyone else is friends with each other they do every other assignment and give each other the answers even on the tests the whole class except a handful of people cheat, and I'm one of them. So I'm really looking forward to Zack's party on Saturday... only 4 more days of school until then.
Earlier tonight Vix asked me to her old school's homecoming. I don't get it... I don't want to be mean and tell her I don't want to go but it isn't my place to be, at a different school with no one I know. Another thing... that's pretty much the situation Vix is in except she knows some people from before she moved but she has to live here and I can only imagine how hard that must be for her since she was gone for two years. It's just that if I went to a dance and I liked a guy or was with a guy I'd want to go with him and not being able to do that was partially the reason I didn't go to my school's homecoming and I know there's no way Zack can go to the Homecoming in Michigan.
I feel so horrible because all I really want to do is hang out with Zack as of lately and all I seem to be doing is homework and that. All of my close friends know how attached I'm getting to Zack after only 1.5 months of this "friendship". I don't know what to call Zack in relation to myself because we aren't going out and of course that doesn't make everything even that much more complicated *sarcasm* So I'm hoping that soon we can agree on something because for one we don't talk a lot anyway we just write e-mails back and forth; about 2 a day. Once in a while we'll call each other but my mom's catching on and she doesn't want me going out with him or even just getting my hopes up because he is 3 years younger than me.
Another thing that I've probably made a reference to before is the fact that he's 3 years younger and so much more mature than the majority of guys I know who are my age. I really like Zack and he tells me the same thing so I'm glad it's mutual or that I think it's mutual. Well I'm being extremely paranoid so I'm going to leave before I start writing any more of my paranoid thoughts because I have quite a few.
That title was and is very irrelevant but it is 12:30 and I'm very tired and I still haven't taken my shower. I took 22 pages of notes and I still have 6 Alg 2 assignments to finish and I know I won't. What pisses me off about that is I have no friends in that class and since everyone else is friends with each other they do every other assignment and give each other the answers even on the tests the whole class except a handful of people cheat, and I'm one of them. So I'm really looking forward to Zack's party on Saturday... only 4 more days of school until then.
Earlier tonight Vix asked me to her old school's homecoming. I don't get it... I don't want to be mean and tell her I don't want to go but it isn't my place to be, at a different school with no one I know. Another thing... that's pretty much the situation Vix is in except she knows some people from before she moved but she has to live here and I can only imagine how hard that must be for her since she was gone for two years. It's just that if I went to a dance and I liked a guy or was with a guy I'd want to go with him and not being able to do that was partially the reason I didn't go to my school's homecoming and I know there's no way Zack can go to the Homecoming in Michigan.
I feel so horrible because all I really want to do is hang out with Zack as of lately and all I seem to be doing is homework and that. All of my close friends know how attached I'm getting to Zack after only 1.5 months of this "friendship". I don't know what to call Zack in relation to myself because we aren't going out and of course that doesn't make everything even that much more complicated *sarcasm* So I'm hoping that soon we can agree on something because for one we don't talk a lot anyway we just write e-mails back and forth; about 2 a day. Once in a while we'll call each other but my mom's catching on and she doesn't want me going out with him or even just getting my hopes up because he is 3 years younger than me.
Another thing that I've probably made a reference to before is the fact that he's 3 years younger and so much more mature than the majority of guys I know who are my age. I really like Zack and he tells me the same thing so I'm glad it's mutual or that I think it's mutual. Well I'm being extremely paranoid so I'm going to leave before I start writing any more of my paranoid thoughts because I have quite a few.
Mandy ~ 12:42 AM