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Thursday, September 11, 2003
These Tears in My Eyes, So Happy I Could Cry
I'm so happy right now and if I got any happier I'd be crying (hence the title). Tonight was a dream. Kate and I convinced my mom how great Zack is and at first she was skeptical but she really wants to meet him now. After school I went and got a band uniform and then Vix drove Susie, Kate, and me to Susie's house where we goofed off. We did the silliest things... but there isn't enough time to elaborate on the things teenage girls do when they have a house to themselves for an hour.
Well then Vix drove Kate and me home and I was just going to stay home while everyone else went to the soccer meet because Susie had to sing in Showdags for it and I had tons of homework, which still isn't done. So I went downstairs, checked my e-mail to see if Zack e-mailed me, and downloaded this new song I love singing to, Stacy Orrico's More to Life. It's great for my upper register but anyway all of a sudden I got this feeling. I knew I had to go to the soccer game with them because I just had to and I didn't know why.
So we got there and we all sat around for a while just doing the normal. We did the apple dance, yay! Konni was there too and we were hanging out with him. So then Kate decided she was thirsty and we walked together into the RHS to get some gatorades and but who was standing right there but the girl who's the sister of the guy I like? Coincidentally the same night of the soccer games there was a home game for JV volleyball and I saw Ang (Angela) Baron even before I got in there and we both waved at each other. Then she told me her brother was coming and I was like yay! So then Kate and I walked back to the JV soccer game and I told Vix, Susie and Ashley about it and they all freaked out.
So then Kate, Vix, and me all walked back to find Zack and as soon as I walked up to the doors of the gym I saw him and I smiled and waved and he waved and walked out to meet up with me. So then we all went outside and walked around. The game was over so then all the girls got the greatest idea to climb trees and Susie climbed up in a tree and Kate found a lower tree and it just looked like she was humping the tree and Zack thought they were all hilarious. Then we were joking about how Zack was gay and that's why he was being so quiet because he was with 5 girls. He's so cute and shy and family oriented and just so hot.
So at one point we were standing by the Varsity soccer game and Susie was like "I have to throw this away" and her, Vix, and Kate all walked over to throw it away because Aaron Pierre was over there and well that's enough said. So then Zack and I decided to run away back into the RHS because he had to go back to his sister's game. So we got back in there and on the way they chased us and we out ran them so easily. When we got in there we stood and talked for a little bit and then we saw the girls coming in for us and we ran down the hall and into the girl's bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I was like "I look so blah!" as I played with my hair and Zack said "No, you don't" and I just looked at him and the look on his face...
I really don't deserve him. So then this girl was walking down the hall and we ducked out of the bathroom and she looked at us funny but then we saw the girls in the commons and ran around the corner and up the stairs and then back down and then back up. Then we walked into the commons and outside and they came back inside and I had to say good bye to Zack and Vix, Susie, and Kate all hugged him and I was being all bashful and they were telling me to kiss him and I just finally hugged him. I'm so shy when it gets down to it. I can flirt so easily but I'm so shy and awkward so I bluff to be way more confident.
The thing that shocked me most about him besides the fact that he doesn't look like an 8th grader (more like a sophomore) was how wrong I was about him. When I first saw him I was like oh so hot and then I thought he must be the biggest jerk and that he probably thinks he's god's gift to women. I couldn't have been more wrong about him. *sigh* He's so... I want to say perfect but then something will happen to take him away from me although I don't have him right now. So I'm going to end this before it gets any longer.
I'm so happy right now and if I got any happier I'd be crying (hence the title). Tonight was a dream. Kate and I convinced my mom how great Zack is and at first she was skeptical but she really wants to meet him now. After school I went and got a band uniform and then Vix drove Susie, Kate, and me to Susie's house where we goofed off. We did the silliest things... but there isn't enough time to elaborate on the things teenage girls do when they have a house to themselves for an hour.
Well then Vix drove Kate and me home and I was just going to stay home while everyone else went to the soccer meet because Susie had to sing in Showdags for it and I had tons of homework, which still isn't done. So I went downstairs, checked my e-mail to see if Zack e-mailed me, and downloaded this new song I love singing to, Stacy Orrico's More to Life. It's great for my upper register but anyway all of a sudden I got this feeling. I knew I had to go to the soccer game with them because I just had to and I didn't know why.
So we got there and we all sat around for a while just doing the normal. We did the apple dance, yay! Konni was there too and we were hanging out with him. So then Kate decided she was thirsty and we walked together into the RHS to get some gatorades and but who was standing right there but the girl who's the sister of the guy I like? Coincidentally the same night of the soccer games there was a home game for JV volleyball and I saw Ang (Angela) Baron even before I got in there and we both waved at each other. Then she told me her brother was coming and I was like yay! So then Kate and I walked back to the JV soccer game and I told Vix, Susie and Ashley about it and they all freaked out.
So then Kate, Vix, and me all walked back to find Zack and as soon as I walked up to the doors of the gym I saw him and I smiled and waved and he waved and walked out to meet up with me. So then we all went outside and walked around. The game was over so then all the girls got the greatest idea to climb trees and Susie climbed up in a tree and Kate found a lower tree and it just looked like she was humping the tree and Zack thought they were all hilarious. Then we were joking about how Zack was gay and that's why he was being so quiet because he was with 5 girls. He's so cute and shy and family oriented and just so hot.
So at one point we were standing by the Varsity soccer game and Susie was like "I have to throw this away" and her, Vix, and Kate all walked over to throw it away because Aaron Pierre was over there and well that's enough said. So then Zack and I decided to run away back into the RHS because he had to go back to his sister's game. So we got back in there and on the way they chased us and we out ran them so easily. When we got in there we stood and talked for a little bit and then we saw the girls coming in for us and we ran down the hall and into the girl's bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I was like "I look so blah!" as I played with my hair and Zack said "No, you don't" and I just looked at him and the look on his face...
I really don't deserve him. So then this girl was walking down the hall and we ducked out of the bathroom and she looked at us funny but then we saw the girls in the commons and ran around the corner and up the stairs and then back down and then back up. Then we walked into the commons and outside and they came back inside and I had to say good bye to Zack and Vix, Susie, and Kate all hugged him and I was being all bashful and they were telling me to kiss him and I just finally hugged him. I'm so shy when it gets down to it. I can flirt so easily but I'm so shy and awkward so I bluff to be way more confident.
The thing that shocked me most about him besides the fact that he doesn't look like an 8th grader (more like a sophomore) was how wrong I was about him. When I first saw him I was like oh so hot and then I thought he must be the biggest jerk and that he probably thinks he's god's gift to women. I couldn't have been more wrong about him. *sigh* He's so... I want to say perfect but then something will happen to take him away from me although I don't have him right now. So I'm going to end this before it gets any longer.
Mandy ~ 10:56 PM