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Thursday, October 09, 2003
Again and Again...
So Heather says she never felt like a third wheel but I get that when she says I always talk about Zack. She's the only one who says that too with the exception of Jake Cihla who isn't even an acquaintance and just assumes everything. This summer I do admit to not doing anything with Heather, yes but then again I didn't do anything at all except help out my parents when they asked. This summer the only thing I did with friends was with Heather and that was to the movies once with her and Barbian and then on the trip with her, Susie, Dakota, and Ashley. I was really depressed this summer for reasons I don't wish to bring up anymore because they are in my past but I never wanted to do anything. So I'm sorry Heather if you think I was ignoring you or whatever it was this summer but mostly I was ignoring life or at least trying to find a way out of it.
Well that's enough of that depressing writing. I just want to clear things up and I never intended on using Heather and I think she took me to something like 3 volleyball games, and powderpuff. I feel bad that she felt that way but for some reason I always want to go places during the school year and never during the summer. As I've also said before my parents have had a very short leash on me and up until this year they wouldn't let me do hardly anything and now that they're finally letting me (given that I have a ride, because they're too busy to take me anywhere) I'm trying to take advatage of that oppurtunity.
Ok speaking of parents letting me have a life now that they've realized they pretty much screwed over the social one up to now I'm having a party Friday night after the football game and since the band only has to play until halftime I get to leave early and hopefully set up but Zack needs a ride and that could be a potential problem because he'll probably want to stay and watch the game. So I'm waiting to be able to reply to his e-mail because at the moment the hotmail server is too busy and it won't let me into my inbox. It was the cutest... he said he put my picture on his dresser and it's like his Mona Lisa. Well I have to go now to help my dad take out the docks out at my grandmas house.
So Heather says she never felt like a third wheel but I get that when she says I always talk about Zack. She's the only one who says that too with the exception of Jake Cihla who isn't even an acquaintance and just assumes everything. This summer I do admit to not doing anything with Heather, yes but then again I didn't do anything at all except help out my parents when they asked. This summer the only thing I did with friends was with Heather and that was to the movies once with her and Barbian and then on the trip with her, Susie, Dakota, and Ashley. I was really depressed this summer for reasons I don't wish to bring up anymore because they are in my past but I never wanted to do anything. So I'm sorry Heather if you think I was ignoring you or whatever it was this summer but mostly I was ignoring life or at least trying to find a way out of it.
Well that's enough of that depressing writing. I just want to clear things up and I never intended on using Heather and I think she took me to something like 3 volleyball games, and powderpuff. I feel bad that she felt that way but for some reason I always want to go places during the school year and never during the summer. As I've also said before my parents have had a very short leash on me and up until this year they wouldn't let me do hardly anything and now that they're finally letting me (given that I have a ride, because they're too busy to take me anywhere) I'm trying to take advatage of that oppurtunity.
Ok speaking of parents letting me have a life now that they've realized they pretty much screwed over the social one up to now I'm having a party Friday night after the football game and since the band only has to play until halftime I get to leave early and hopefully set up but Zack needs a ride and that could be a potential problem because he'll probably want to stay and watch the game. So I'm waiting to be able to reply to his e-mail because at the moment the hotmail server is too busy and it won't let me into my inbox. It was the cutest... he said he put my picture on his dresser and it's like his Mona Lisa. Well I have to go now to help my dad take out the docks out at my grandmas house.
Mandy ~ 3:52 PM