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Thursday, October 16, 2003

Game

Well tonight was fun because I went to Angs last home game for varsity volleyball. I met up with Zack and saw Dakota, Jake, Kayla, Bri, Lanelle, Ilana, and a few other people because there was also a swim meet the same night. Ben gave me a ride because he went to the swim meet for his senior friend, Kim Mahalak. I was so happy I got to see Zack tonight... since I last saw him I was wondering when I was going to see him again. Tonight he asked me if I wanted to go to the movies tomorrow with him, Ang, and her friends and I want to go.

I'm talking to Jasmine and we're talking about perfume and how I really love Lola by Rimmel but I can't find it anymore. So for the moment I've been wearing Love Spell by Victoria Secrets because I used to wear it all the time until I got sick of it.

Pink Fluffy Lions says:
remember when my lotion broke in my backpack?
Pink Fluffy Lions says:
i thought that was funny
Is that a tic-tac in your shirt pocket or are you just glad to see me? says:
o i know!
Is that a tic-tac in your shirt pocket or are you just glad to see me? says:
and we were putting it on
Pink Fluffy Lions says:
you and kelly came in and were like ohhh, love spell and were like 'we'll help you clean that up!' *rolls eyes*
Pink Fluffy Lions says:
yea

Hehe, and now we're talking about the time someone broke her expensive $200 perfume her mom got her as a present imported from Europe. It was so horrible because she felt so bad because she only had it a week if that. Her mom just said stuff happens when Jasmine told her. I was so shocked.

Watching the volleyball game tonight really gave me a sense of nostalgia because I used to be athletic. I really want to join a sport but my parents won't let me because the doctor said I couldn't be in anything that involved strenuous activity. About the only thing I can do is walk... I'm not supposed to jump, run, dance, or anything. My ankle got aggravated though from dancing in treble choir and now I'm back to wearing the brace... my mom said she had a solid one but I can't remember where I put it after I used it last year for dance team tryouts. Right now I'm using a flexible one that isn't helping a lot or I should say enough... I say they go in, cut out the cyst and call it a day. I'd be so happy if they did that. I want to be in a sport so badly, cross country, downhill skiing, anything. I'd even settle for baseball although I haven't played for a long time and I'd really suck I'm sure.

Tonight at the volleyball game I sat between Zack and his mom and Mrs. Baron and I really got into the game. I talked to Mrs. Baron in between about volleyball and I really disliked the fact Ang didn't get to play a lot because she's really good. I was completely comfortable with Zacks mom which was cool because I'm kind of afraid of the impression I make on others. I wished I could be Ang just so I could play, but a lot of people wish a lot of really stupid, optimistic things that they know will never come true. I hate complaining but I feel I can do it in here because people reading this is completely voluntary and no one can say it's a requisite to do so because they're my friends. I still haven't taken my shower but I usually get to bed around 12:30 anyway because I'm a bit of an insomniac but mostly just a night person. Well I'm going to go because if I write anymore I'm sure it'll involve deeper feelings I don't wish to disclose because I'm sure I'll get bitched out for feeling so. Besides that I'm hungry because I haven't eaten since lunch, that's about 11 hours ago. I had the best night tonight because I got to see Zack although all odds told me I wouldn't. Got to love the coincidences and subsequent-ness of life, sometimes. Don't ask me why but supposedly subsequent-ness isn't a word without the dash although it's one word... psh.

Mandy ~ 11:21 PM