Well it's safe to say the second boot has swung down and I'm feeling its wrath. Ashley, Kate, and Heather are all on my case and I can't handle it. I don't want to do anything right now... I kind of want to hide away somewhere and just cry. I want to be alone and not let any biased people tell me what THEY think. Ashley for one if I'm the one you say acts like your mom I guess you do too because I just want alone time and if you say you never want that it's a flat out lie. Zack felt bad about the position he put me in with my friends but it was never his fault. I think it was me trying to have some happyness in my life and for a moment he was there to give it to me and now I'm suffering for it. If anything thank you Zack for letting me be happy for a little while. I'm sure knowing my luck Zack probably "lost his feelings" for me because he met another girl. I really wouldn't doubt it and I wouldn't blame him either because it is typical. I'm starting to get really depressing so I'm going.