~The Music of My Life~

Saturday, October 04, 2003

*Paranormal Dreamer* Wait, That Isn't How the Song Goes...

So I forgot to mention I had a few dreams last night… the first one I remember (the one I had earlier in the night) was after I got home I thought that I was still with everyone but we were all in my room. I was lying in my bed but I was really still at bowling with everyone and I was just kind of watching everything. I was completely aware that I was in my bed but every time I blinked I went between being in the bowling alley and being in my bed; like closing my eyes was the door to another world. Basically I go from 10 seconds of the bowling alley to 10 seconds of being awake in my bed and the weird thing was I was fully aware of what was happening although I know it’s not possible to be able to jump between sleeping and being awake every 10 seconds or however long the time was. All I knew about the time was it was a fast transition between the two and when I went from one to the other it was just like that… I was awake and then I was asleep. So after I was convinced it was over I took off my shirt because I was really hot and I snuggled down and guess what… I’m in the bowling alley topless. The thing was only I saw myself topless but everyone else saw me in the clothes I wore to the bowling alley earlier. I knew that because every time the lights blinked at the bowling alley I saw myself dressed as I was earlier at the bowling alley and then I saw me in what I was wearing when I went to sleep. It was really tripping me out because it was so realistic and towards the end of it all I was convinced everyone from the bowling alley was in my room around my bed just talking to me like it was nothing and I was sitting in my bed with the blankets over me so I wouldn’t expose myself. The fact that I was topless didn’t bother them; either that or they saw me in clothes. I noticed a disturbing trend though during those few hours in which it happened. When I was in the bowling alley every time I tried to get close to Zack I couldn’t. Right as I was about to hug him or something I flashed back into my room and when I’d blink again I’d be in the bowling alley as far away from Zack as possible with still staying relatively near everyone else. It was nice to see Zack but I wanted more than anything to just touch him or for him to touch me. It was like I needed physical contact with him.

So after that I finally fell asleep and I had another weird dream but it was like a typical dream this time because I didn’t switch between that and being awake through the whole thing. So what I can remember of that one was Kate wanted to go to some lake to watch before the storm so we pedaled on a two-person bike and walked through the woods on this huge open path to this opening. I also can’t forget to mention the huge grassy fields we biked through which were absolutely gorgeous although I wouldn’t think so if I saw them in real life. When we reached the spot I pointed out 3 ferrets that were in the same position as this painting I saw before and I pointed it out to Kate and she remarked at how cute they were. The only thing that was different about these ferrets was the fact that they were bangle striped; white with black stripes like bangle tigers. So they popped up when we came around but they stuck by us for some time and subliminally talked to us. They told us they needed to find a place to live and they were thinking the tree tops sounded about right even though the birds were up there. When they spoke the word birds into our minds it sounded weird so we questioned into their minds about the birds and then we all simultaneously looked out across the lake to the other side where we saw these huge birds swooping around. When I say huge I mean bigger than bald eagles, something that would seriously scare me if I saw one face to face. When I did see the birds this eerie chill went up my spine. Then the ferrets bounced off and went to find their treetops. Now in this dream it was black and white but seemed normal to me. So Kate and I looked out over the lake at the storm clouds that formed about a mile above the treetops, which were very tall trees. I felt some warning but I didn’t really pay attention to it because Kate was so content sitting at the edge of the lake watching the clouds and enjoying the scenery because it was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen in my life. It was so plush and green although I saw it in black and white it was as though I was seeing it in color. It was a huge lake surrounded in even bigger woods that dwarfed everything else I’d seen in my life. So as we were watching the clouds I noticed funnels forming and then I jumped up to get out of there because it wasn’t safe anymore and Kate just sat there in a trance that seemed unbreakable. I don’t remember how I did it just that somehow I got us back on our bike and back to the house, which wasn’t our house. So we walked up to the house and there was a funnel behind it approaching us and Kate acknowledged it and we turned around to run away somehow and we found our dad laying on a bench and we ran to him and told him and he told us to get under the blanket and I sat next to him on the bench and covered myself with the blanket and Kate grabbed my ankle at the last minute and somehow we survived.

So that’s about all I really care to write about of my dreams because the rest of the second one is just stupid and involves me running around in the house and some guys playing a video game, yup I just summed up the end of that dream. Oh and if anyone can make any sense of that first one. The part where I go between being awake and asleep please tell me because it freaked the hell out of me. Thank you, now to day dreaming about Zack.

Mandy ~ 11:06 AM