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Name - Amanda Marie Marquardt Age - 19

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Thursday, October 09, 2003

So Tired, Can't Wait

Well tomorrow I get to go on a field trip to WalMart for Economics to "shop" for a weeks worth of groceries for my simulated family of an 8 year old boy, 11 year old girl, and husband. This is going to be so funny to see a how class of about 30 kids running around WalMart shopping with elderly people. Mr. Nelson is so funny and such a great teacher although I always try to pick fights with him, but not real ones. Then I have an Alg 2 test, I'm sure because we always get them on Fridays but I'm so happy because Mr. Heeren told us the final was open notes! So I'm not really talking about school here *rolls eyes*

After school I have to be back there at around quarter to 6 to practice for pep band at 7 which goes until half time and then we're all going back to my house to party. So far it's just planned to be... have a bonfire, dance to the cds Anthony burned specifically for the party, have pizza and soda, play some games like twister, and then goof off on the side lawn after it gets darker. Goof off is general enough for the moment and I'll fill in the details later if there will be any. I really hope this goes well because it is my first party. Not too many people are going to begin with... Katie Barbian, Anthony, Jasmine, TJ, Matt Paquette, Timmers, Heather, Emily, Chris, and Zack... so far.

Great, now Phil is pissed off... I told him I was having a party but I didn't want to create any tension because Zack will be there and a couple of other people who don't really get along with him. So he told me he was leaving and he logged off and back on and told me it was a funny concept to be a "friend". So I'm trying to make him feel better by telling him it's going to suck, which I don't really doubt. Now he's telling me to tell Zack something but he decided not to... and he just wrote... 'I can't wait until this bullshit we call HS is done' and he signed off before I could respond. I have to realize I can't be friends with everyone sooner or later and Phil is definitely a friend that'll make me lose a lot others by having him as one. Another thing about that is I should really think about why so many people dislike him and how that couldn't have just happened, and I'm not trying to say I think Phil might be a bad person but that's how it sounds. Shouldn't I get a hint by all these other people having personal vendettas against him? *sigh* Nothing is ever clear, not anymore at least.

Another reason I feel bad is that Susie can't be at my party tomorrow because she has to pack. I completely understand that she can't come but it's just that I wished she could because she's well Susie! She's one of my best friends and a party animal. Well *sigh* I don't know quite what else to write so I'm going to call it another finished blog.

Mandy ~ 11:28 PM