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Monday, October 13, 2003
Such a Sweetie
I haven't been able to write in a while because I've only gotten to go on the computer to check my mail. So now that I can finally write a little bit I will. First of I have to say Zack did the sweetest thing. Last Saturday we were supposed to get together at Hodag Park and just spend a few hours together to talk and just spend time together. Unfortunately we couldn't because my parents decided to leave to work on the rental house in Pelican and Sarah and Ben went shopping in Wausau. I even asked Sarah if she would take me shopping because I need to buy some clothes and she looked at me with disgust and said "Why would I take you?" and so she wouldn't see she hurt my feelings I just walked away. So I was upset because Sarah was being a huge bitch, I was home alone and very lonely, and I couldn't do anything with Zack. So now Sarah's in here and she's telling me why does everyone always have to be on her computer... but back to the story. So I was all upset and then someone was here because the dog started barking. I heard Kate say my name and I was wondering who was here and she walked down the stairs and said I got a flower and at first I just stared at it for about 5 minutes because I was in shock. So then I finally regained consciousness :p and took it out and smelled it and read the card. It said "Just because I was thinking of you and because you're such a great friend". I wrote him back telling him I wished we were more and he said we were but in case my parents read the card they wouldn't get the wrong impression. My mom did end up reading it and she still knew and she acted as if it didn't happen. I just wanted to punch her for being so rude because what Zack did was such a sweet thing and it made me feel so much better like someone actually cared.
Well the rest of the weekend was really sucked but I just thought about Zack. I miss him so much and I just saw him Friday night at my party. I won't see him for a while though and that's probably what's really bothering me. Later that night everyone was gone except for me. Kate went to a movie with Emily and didn't even ask me when I always ask Kate when I'm going somewhere if she wants to go too. Then Sarah and Ben went out bowling and my parents went to sleep so I was alone. So then I cried because of everything just building up. I'm just glad Zack's somewhat here for me although our parents are kind of standing in the way of a possible relationship. Well I'm going to go now. Zack's gone tonight for his last away football game.
I haven't been able to write in a while because I've only gotten to go on the computer to check my mail. So now that I can finally write a little bit I will. First of I have to say Zack did the sweetest thing. Last Saturday we were supposed to get together at Hodag Park and just spend a few hours together to talk and just spend time together. Unfortunately we couldn't because my parents decided to leave to work on the rental house in Pelican and Sarah and Ben went shopping in Wausau. I even asked Sarah if she would take me shopping because I need to buy some clothes and she looked at me with disgust and said "Why would I take you?" and so she wouldn't see she hurt my feelings I just walked away. So I was upset because Sarah was being a huge bitch, I was home alone and very lonely, and I couldn't do anything with Zack. So now Sarah's in here and she's telling me why does everyone always have to be on her computer... but back to the story. So I was all upset and then someone was here because the dog started barking. I heard Kate say my name and I was wondering who was here and she walked down the stairs and said I got a flower and at first I just stared at it for about 5 minutes because I was in shock. So then I finally regained consciousness :p and took it out and smelled it and read the card. It said "Just because I was thinking of you and because you're such a great friend". I wrote him back telling him I wished we were more and he said we were but in case my parents read the card they wouldn't get the wrong impression. My mom did end up reading it and she still knew and she acted as if it didn't happen. I just wanted to punch her for being so rude because what Zack did was such a sweet thing and it made me feel so much better like someone actually cared.
Well the rest of the weekend was really sucked but I just thought about Zack. I miss him so much and I just saw him Friday night at my party. I won't see him for a while though and that's probably what's really bothering me. Later that night everyone was gone except for me. Kate went to a movie with Emily and didn't even ask me when I always ask Kate when I'm going somewhere if she wants to go too. Then Sarah and Ben went out bowling and my parents went to sleep so I was alone. So then I cried because of everything just building up. I'm just glad Zack's somewhat here for me although our parents are kind of standing in the way of a possible relationship. Well I'm going to go now. Zack's gone tonight for his last away football game.
Mandy ~ 6:23 PM