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Thursday, October 30, 2003
Unbelievably Happy
My day was so wonderful today. I thought because it was finals that I was going to be in a bad mood because I knew I wasn't going to do good on my tests. What really threw me off was the band final because we've never had one before. Ok, I'll start from the beginning of my day... it didn't start off well. I woke up to my mom screaming we slept in 15 minutes late. So it was quarter after 7 and I was just being a zombie because I'd stayed up until 2 am studying although it didn't help because I completely blanked on the test. So before school I saw Zach right away and I was too tired to comprehend anything so I only said hi and I didn't even realize it was him until I was sitting in band and five minutes later I said his name and I was like shoot. So I went to homeroom and after that got out I saw Zach and finally got to hug him and I was so happy and then we walked up to my Econ class and talked until he had to go to Geometry.
So I was pretty upset about that because we had essay questions and I had no idea but I just couldn't even concentrate because I'm sick and on pills (codine) to help with my sleeping which also make you practically dead tired if you take them and only get 5 hours of sleep. So I had a final in Band which was completely knew to me and no one got the 3rd and 4th questions which were 'write out how you'd count 16th notes in 4/4 time in syllables' and the next one was the same but for 6/8 time. Anthony wrote a word like derrr or something and Mike Hill wrote that he was in football so he didn't know.
After Band I had Economics and I just blanked like I already said. I got done with my test with enough time to complete 3 book assignments fo Alg 2 and I still have 3 more to go, about 6 worksheets and 35 pages of notes of which I have only 9.5 done... so that leaves 25.5 pages. Heeren also handed out two more sheets today and they're for the students he has next quarter and I'm going into Obeys class so he said I can do them for extra credit and I was like sweet. I'm really going to miss him though, I wish I could transfer into his class but the hour I have it with Obey he doesn't have a class. Everyone tells me Obey is great but I love Heeren, he's my second daddy. He actually agreed to being Kate and my second daddy one day we just stayed after and talked to him for like half hour. He's such a nice teacher and I'm really going to miss him and my long after school talks about unrelated topics.
So then I had the normal day Treble Choir (had no voice=not singing=pure torture) and then I had lunch and Jasmine took some pictures of me. One was of me doing the foot thing, where you stand on one leg and then grab the inside of your foot and stretch it all the way out and up. Everyone was really impressed about that and Jasmine took a picture of Kate and my butts and one of Jake and Kayla. Oh and one of me trying to look sexy although I'm sure I'll just look high and have a big nose because that happens in all of my pictures. So then I had Alg 2, which I was really dreading because that class always goes so slowly. Today was different though... I was a socail butterfly, talking to Dustin Marlett, Brett (some jocky guy), Rachel, Reva, almost everyone although there were like 10 people in there.
At the beginning this other teacher brought Matt Luce in (the ex that took me forever to get over, mentioned in really early blog, like 2nd one?) to take a test and when he was done he brought it over and then came back to stay with our class because he didn't want to be in his. That was funny because the teachers didn't even care. So we all goofed off and Heeren gave us suckers and I threw the last one in the bag to Matt because I don't think he got one. He thanked me and at the end of class he held the door open and he said 'hey, how's it going?' and I was shocked but I replied 'good, and u?' and he's like 'good, nice catching up' and then he left but I always thought he hated me since... since we last talked so it really made me happy to know he didn't hate me.
Then it was all over and I was suprised how fast Alg 2 went, it probably was my fastest class because I actually had fun. I walked to the band room with Susie, and Vix and who was waiting there for me, Zach. So my right arm was hooked with Susies and I put out my left arm and I think Zach was going to high five me but I put my arm around him and hugged him and then I went in the band room and dropped off my backpack and he came in and told me he had to go so I hugged him again and then he left and just about 5 minutes ago I just got done talking to him on Msn. As soon as I got home I popped on the pc and he logged on not 5 minutes later. We really wanted to do something this weekend but he works Sunday and I guess Vix and Susie scheduled my weekend. The only thing I could think of to see him would be if I went to the matinee of Radio with him Saturday and be late to Katie's party but I didn't want to be and I'm sure I'll still be with Vix and Susie so even that wouldn't work. So I have to go now because I have tons of homework (previously mentioned).
My day was so wonderful today. I thought because it was finals that I was going to be in a bad mood because I knew I wasn't going to do good on my tests. What really threw me off was the band final because we've never had one before. Ok, I'll start from the beginning of my day... it didn't start off well. I woke up to my mom screaming we slept in 15 minutes late. So it was quarter after 7 and I was just being a zombie because I'd stayed up until 2 am studying although it didn't help because I completely blanked on the test. So before school I saw Zach right away and I was too tired to comprehend anything so I only said hi and I didn't even realize it was him until I was sitting in band and five minutes later I said his name and I was like shoot. So I went to homeroom and after that got out I saw Zach and finally got to hug him and I was so happy and then we walked up to my Econ class and talked until he had to go to Geometry.
So I was pretty upset about that because we had essay questions and I had no idea but I just couldn't even concentrate because I'm sick and on pills (codine) to help with my sleeping which also make you practically dead tired if you take them and only get 5 hours of sleep. So I had a final in Band which was completely knew to me and no one got the 3rd and 4th questions which were 'write out how you'd count 16th notes in 4/4 time in syllables' and the next one was the same but for 6/8 time. Anthony wrote a word like derrr or something and Mike Hill wrote that he was in football so he didn't know.
After Band I had Economics and I just blanked like I already said. I got done with my test with enough time to complete 3 book assignments fo Alg 2 and I still have 3 more to go, about 6 worksheets and 35 pages of notes of which I have only 9.5 done... so that leaves 25.5 pages. Heeren also handed out two more sheets today and they're for the students he has next quarter and I'm going into Obeys class so he said I can do them for extra credit and I was like sweet. I'm really going to miss him though, I wish I could transfer into his class but the hour I have it with Obey he doesn't have a class. Everyone tells me Obey is great but I love Heeren, he's my second daddy. He actually agreed to being Kate and my second daddy one day we just stayed after and talked to him for like half hour. He's such a nice teacher and I'm really going to miss him and my long after school talks about unrelated topics.
So then I had the normal day Treble Choir (had no voice=not singing=pure torture) and then I had lunch and Jasmine took some pictures of me. One was of me doing the foot thing, where you stand on one leg and then grab the inside of your foot and stretch it all the way out and up. Everyone was really impressed about that and Jasmine took a picture of Kate and my butts and one of Jake and Kayla. Oh and one of me trying to look sexy although I'm sure I'll just look high and have a big nose because that happens in all of my pictures. So then I had Alg 2, which I was really dreading because that class always goes so slowly. Today was different though... I was a socail butterfly, talking to Dustin Marlett, Brett (some jocky guy), Rachel, Reva, almost everyone although there were like 10 people in there.
At the beginning this other teacher brought Matt Luce in (the ex that took me forever to get over, mentioned in really early blog, like 2nd one?) to take a test and when he was done he brought it over and then came back to stay with our class because he didn't want to be in his. That was funny because the teachers didn't even care. So we all goofed off and Heeren gave us suckers and I threw the last one in the bag to Matt because I don't think he got one. He thanked me and at the end of class he held the door open and he said 'hey, how's it going?' and I was shocked but I replied 'good, and u?' and he's like 'good, nice catching up' and then he left but I always thought he hated me since... since we last talked so it really made me happy to know he didn't hate me.
Then it was all over and I was suprised how fast Alg 2 went, it probably was my fastest class because I actually had fun. I walked to the band room with Susie, and Vix and who was waiting there for me, Zach. So my right arm was hooked with Susies and I put out my left arm and I think Zach was going to high five me but I put my arm around him and hugged him and then I went in the band room and dropped off my backpack and he came in and told me he had to go so I hugged him again and then he left and just about 5 minutes ago I just got done talking to him on Msn. As soon as I got home I popped on the pc and he logged on not 5 minutes later. We really wanted to do something this weekend but he works Sunday and I guess Vix and Susie scheduled my weekend. The only thing I could think of to see him would be if I went to the matinee of Radio with him Saturday and be late to Katie's party but I didn't want to be and I'm sure I'll still be with Vix and Susie so even that wouldn't work. So I have to go now because I have tons of homework (previously mentioned).
Mandy ~ 5:34 PM