Nothing is perfect and for anyone to say that it is is them proclaiming their ignorance. Obviously you can tell from the title and the first line I'm not in the best mood but I guess it was to be expected sometime. There are no such things as Santa Clause, the easter bunny, unicorns, or leprichauns and most definitely happyness can never be endless. I hate being nostalgic but it's inevitable if there were times in your past that were such sweet memories. I'm pretty sure that's what bittersweet means... nostaglia is definitely a bittersweet thing because it's a longing for the past and obviously remembering the memories and how great they were is bitter but knowing you had those times, the memories, being able to remember them is a sweet thing. Well I'm going to go and I was going to delete the past entries that had anything to do with Zack in them but I've realized by doing so it's trying to delete the memories and the documentation of them and even if I don't feel them anymore I'll leave them up. Like that wasn't the biggest hint in the world.