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Tuesday, October 07, 2003
Wondering How it Happened
Well I just read Heathers blogger because she said she posted a new one and I was happy until I read it. It was all about well how she thinks I'm using her. Well here, you can read it for yourself since she couldn't tell me to my face I guess I won't have to tell her to her face either...
OK, i may be wrong but i think manda's using me.. in fact im very sure shes using me for zack. I dont think she'd go to half of that stuff if zack wasnt there. and she wouldnt take me w/her if she had a ride. How do i tell her nicely how i feel? I just dont kno what to do anymore. and now that im on a roll.. all i hear about is zack and how her parents dont like zack and zack zack zack! and then theres her friend w/a minivan.. who's parents let her go places.. and her friend loves to go do stuff and has fun w/manda and zack but finally figured it out that manda doesnt want to spend time like that w/her.. she just wants to spend time w/ZACK! u kno.. friends just dont use friends like that Argh.. runnning mascara.. i should go fix that.. have a nice day!
I started crying and I'm not going to hide my feelings but I'm very hurt she feels this way so now I'm not going to talk about Zack to her anymore. Obviously it annoys her that I talk about him and ask her to come to take me to the games because my parents won't. My dad is always tired and he goes to sleep right away when he gets home and my mom gets so sick she can't even drive because she goes in between being sick and napping on the couch all night. I didn't mean to burden Heather so much but I guess I won't anymore. Heather took me to the games and I always asked if she felt like a third wheel but she never said yes so I assumed she was ok with it and I liked her being there because she made it less awkward. *sigh* I give up. I only get to see Zack a couple times a week and I was very thankful Heather gave me rides but I guess it was using her so I won't do that anymore. Well Zack, if you're reading this, and I know you are that pretty much means no more games. Sorry again Heather I really didn't mean to make it seem that way.
Well I just read Heathers blogger because she said she posted a new one and I was happy until I read it. It was all about well how she thinks I'm using her. Well here, you can read it for yourself since she couldn't tell me to my face I guess I won't have to tell her to her face either...
OK, i may be wrong but i think manda's using me.. in fact im very sure shes using me for zack. I dont think she'd go to half of that stuff if zack wasnt there. and she wouldnt take me w/her if she had a ride. How do i tell her nicely how i feel? I just dont kno what to do anymore. and now that im on a roll.. all i hear about is zack and how her parents dont like zack and zack zack zack! and then theres her friend w/a minivan.. who's parents let her go places.. and her friend loves to go do stuff and has fun w/manda and zack but finally figured it out that manda doesnt want to spend time like that w/her.. she just wants to spend time w/ZACK! u kno.. friends just dont use friends like that Argh.. runnning mascara.. i should go fix that.. have a nice day!
I started crying and I'm not going to hide my feelings but I'm very hurt she feels this way so now I'm not going to talk about Zack to her anymore. Obviously it annoys her that I talk about him and ask her to come to take me to the games because my parents won't. My dad is always tired and he goes to sleep right away when he gets home and my mom gets so sick she can't even drive because she goes in between being sick and napping on the couch all night. I didn't mean to burden Heather so much but I guess I won't anymore. Heather took me to the games and I always asked if she felt like a third wheel but she never said yes so I assumed she was ok with it and I liked her being there because she made it less awkward. *sigh* I give up. I only get to see Zack a couple times a week and I was very thankful Heather gave me rides but I guess it was using her so I won't do that anymore. Well Zack, if you're reading this, and I know you are that pretty much means no more games. Sorry again Heather I really didn't mean to make it seem that way.
Mandy ~ 9:52 PM