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Monday, November 10, 2003
Cocaine in Cologne?
Well tonight I went to WalMart with my dad because he had to pick up some stuff for the rental house and I went through colognes and I found the one Zach uses... it's called Curve by Liz Claiborn and it smells so nummy, whenever he wears it I just want to bite him. So then I was like, I want to smell Zach for the rest of the night so I sprayed myself and then I bought this stuff called London Cool and it's definitely not cool... I thought maybe that because I loved the green stuff by Rimmel (Lola) that I'd naturally like the blue stuff too, but I was wrong. So I'm going to wear it tomorrow and see how many people hate it. I told Zach over the phone and he's like 'I don't understand' and I'm like 'It just doesn't smell like me' and he's like 'It doesn't smell feminine?' and I'm like 'No, it just doesn't smell like me' so I'm going to wear it tomorrow and he'll be like ewwy, it smells bad or something. Or maybe he'll be 'Yea, you're right it doesn't smell like you'. That would be so funny...
Mmmm, just thinking about Zach makes me all lovey, relaxed, and excited at the same time. I don't get it but I've never felt like this before, not even with Matt. With him it was just different... with Zach it's just so right. Everything just clicked and it's just... I can't describe it as anything besides being right like meant to be this way. I definitely don't see him as much as I want but I know somehow it'll be good. His hugs are the best. When I see him my arms automatically go out and I try to reach him before I get to him. I'm sure it looks quite funny but it's like an instant reaction. When I'm in his arms it's pure reassurance and just this overwhelming feeling that I love and I get the best tummy butterflies but I know it's right. I'm sure I've said right about 10 times in this past paragraph. Well I have to go now but I'm sure I'll write later.
Well tonight I went to WalMart with my dad because he had to pick up some stuff for the rental house and I went through colognes and I found the one Zach uses... it's called Curve by Liz Claiborn and it smells so nummy, whenever he wears it I just want to bite him. So then I was like, I want to smell Zach for the rest of the night so I sprayed myself and then I bought this stuff called London Cool and it's definitely not cool... I thought maybe that because I loved the green stuff by Rimmel (Lola) that I'd naturally like the blue stuff too, but I was wrong. So I'm going to wear it tomorrow and see how many people hate it. I told Zach over the phone and he's like 'I don't understand' and I'm like 'It just doesn't smell like me' and he's like 'It doesn't smell feminine?' and I'm like 'No, it just doesn't smell like me' so I'm going to wear it tomorrow and he'll be like ewwy, it smells bad or something. Or maybe he'll be 'Yea, you're right it doesn't smell like you'. That would be so funny...
Mmmm, just thinking about Zach makes me all lovey, relaxed, and excited at the same time. I don't get it but I've never felt like this before, not even with Matt. With him it was just different... with Zach it's just so right. Everything just clicked and it's just... I can't describe it as anything besides being right like meant to be this way. I definitely don't see him as much as I want but I know somehow it'll be good. His hugs are the best. When I see him my arms automatically go out and I try to reach him before I get to him. I'm sure it looks quite funny but it's like an instant reaction. When I'm in his arms it's pure reassurance and just this overwhelming feeling that I love and I get the best tummy butterflies but I know it's right. I'm sure I've said right about 10 times in this past paragraph. Well I have to go now but I'm sure I'll write later.
Mandy ~ 7:14 PM