Here's a poem I wrote sometime within this past month, I believe. Whenever I read it I get a really dark feeling and I have no idea why I wrote it and exactly when I wrote it.
Pain
Omniscient
Depression
Blue in my veins
Coursing with torture
Going insane
Emotionally dying
Physically thriving
Living to kill
Against my will
Nostalgia sets in
Secretly missing
Reminiscing
Living within
Visiting
Painfully reliving
And in the end
Nothing contends