On Tuesday after school I was walking somewhere though I can't remember and someone elbowed me but in a playful way so I knew it was a friend and I elbowed them back. I turned around and saw my ex, Matt and he gave me his signature smirk that I used to find so sexy so I smiled back at him. I felt weird though because immediately I thought of Zach and wished he were by my side. Well that's the only thing I forgot to mention besides talking to Adam yesterday on msn.