~The Music of My Life~

Sunday, November 23, 2003

When the Day Comes into Play

I'm sure the first thought people might have upon reading this is that I wrote it at quarter after 1 am on a Sunday. Well all I have to say is at least it isn't a Monday. Oh I'm happy just to know I only have two days to contend with this week although that means doing a lot of homework today but I'm sure once I'm started it'll fall into place. I've already missed enough homework as it is.

So what exactly am I doing at this hour of the morning writing a blog? Well let me say... actually write that I was inspired to do so after Chris mentioned I didn't write anything about Zach in the last entry and after reading Kaitlin's 15 paragraph blog from the 20th. It was mildly depressing but it definitely got her point across along with a few other pieces of knowledge I was unaware about so I highly recommend any friends of Kaitlin to read her blogger and if you don't have it go into her msn profile and it should be at the bottom under her personal website thing. If you don't even have her on your contact list I'll copy it over for you...
http://www.demoiselledansmisere.blogspot.com/
There you go.

So unto the next topic... the only reason I cut the earlier blog off there was because Sarah kicked me off her pc and I was lucky to hit the post and publish button before she took the mouse and clicked out of all my msn convos and webpages. She's like that but it's ok because it's her computer and her choice to kick me off whenever she pleases. Hey, if she wants to she wouldn't let me on it at all. The only reason I ever go on it's because Ben takes the family computer and plays EverCrack and I'm happy to report my mom's not renewing the subscription so I'm hoping to sell my characters or whatever over this website.

Friday night was much fun... Kaitlin somehow managed to convince our parents to have Mike over for the night and I was lucky enough to get the last few sentences of her convincing them to know how to play up the situation to my own advantage. I said that since Mike was coming over it would only be fair to me if Zach could as well, and they agreed. So I called up Zach last second and asked him and I think he was slightly confused at first but then he asked his mom and said he could.

So then I went through the house and just tidied up because Kaitlin decided she was going to take a shower and leave me to clean. So then I was about to put on some makeup when Zach gets here and I'm like damn so I just waited as my mom greeted them and I think that was good so she knew there would be parental supervision the whole time. So Zach came in and there I was in boarder pants and the shirt I'd been wearing earlier. I'd decided jeans were extremely stupid and uncomfortable and although boarder pants made me look like a poser, they were much more comfy. Don't ask me why I'm defending my choice of clothes because there's absolutely no reason for it because they played no part in the night.

So then we were just aloof and prancing about the house with nothing to do. We walked about and went downstairs, drank some of Sarah's hooch, looked at some photo albums upstairs, watched some tv, Mike and Kaitlin went off into our room and started talking and whatever else and Zach and I went and laid on the couch in front of my mom, which was extremely weird. At one point Zach asked if he could get some water and I got up and walked into the kitchen and poured him a glass of water and he just drank it and then I walked back into the living room and noticed about halfway there he wasn't following. I turned around back into the kitchen and he was laying on the floor and he said "Ugh, I'm so tired I'm going to go to sleep right here" and he was so cute that I had to join him on the hardwood floor.

So then we were just laying in the kitchen on the hardwood floor and I didn't really think about how weird it was just that 'I'm laying with Zach'. Then he closed his eyes and I knew... we kissed and it was nice for a first kiss. It wasn't awkward at all, at least not for me and it lasted longer than I thought and I had no idea we were going to french but I guess those things just happen. But as I said it was nice... no, it was very nice :) and I'm not complaining at all. Actually towards the end of it I couldn't keep from smiling and with the tongue and teeth... hehe. Tongue on teeth, bad Amanda, don't smile when kissing. So then we just smiled at each other and to break any little silence I said 'Wow, this is weird... my mom's no more than 20 feet away and we're on the kitchen floor' and he just smiled.

After that we went into Kaitlin's and my bedroom and we laid on my bed. He commented on how he was going to take my bed because it's so comfortable and I just looked at him. I really don't think my bed is comfortable at all... it's too hard, I like Sarah's bed much better. Then again my bed is brand new, we just got it this year. Both Kate and me got new beds and she was very mad at first because it was another thing in her life that was changing... proving to her that change is inevitable and that we're growing up and it's happening a lot more.

Mandy ~ 1:22 AM