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Saturday, December 06, 2003
Been a While
Just as the title says and I haven't written in a week (6 days to be precise). I'll try to catch you up. School has been school, I'm getting an A- in Ceramics and maybe a B in Sociology because I didn't hand in one assignment that was worth 20 points. Then of course I'm getting A's in Treble and Band. So if I keep this up I'll definitely make honor roll this quarter. I'm so mad at myself though because origionally I got a B+ on the Sociology test and I missed one question that I knew that would've given me 10 more pts which would've pushed me to a medium high A. I got 145 pts and the top score was a 160 (graded on a curve) and if I would've gotten the question I would've gotten a 155. I blank on tests no matter how much I study and think I know the material. So the first thing I did was go to the back and write down all of the lists because Kitze has this thing for lists. So I had this list of five things; conflict, cooperation, social change, conformity, and coercion and the question came up that those were the answer to and I forgot what they were and that I'd written them on the back and when I got back the test I looked at the lists and counted them and I realized there was one list on the back of my test that I didn't use and I got one list wrong. Well that was it, I'd written the correct answer (which was worth 10 pts) on the back and forgot to copy it into the blank. So I argued with Kitze that I should get some points and I showed him and he gave me one point to push my grade to an A- which made me feel a little better.
Later...
So I can't remember if I wrote about my discontinued perfume by rimmel or not but I remember doing so. Then I remembered someone telling me to go on ebay. I think it was Andy Taylor because he thinks of everything. I went on ebay earlier and I found one thing of the discontinued perfume and I freaked out because it started at $2 and then I was like damn, it still has 5 days and 5 hours left on it and then I looked down and it said Buy it Now $10. The rest of the rimmel line is like $13 for one ounce so I was like yay, I'll get it for practically the same price depending on how much the shipping and handling is. Then I was like, damn Sarah wouldn't let me use her ebay to buy myself something and I couldn't ask because she was at Lindsey's funeral with mom, and Ben. So then they came home and I asked my mom and she was more than happy to know that I could still get the perfume somehow. Then I came downstairs and Sarah helped me to buy it right then and now I'm waiting for the e-mail the seller will send Sarah with the bill for how much it costs. So I'm happy that I got a hold of my perfume that was discontinued although I'm sad it'll only last a little while.
So, I'm happy about getting my discontinued perfume and lonely that Sarah and Ben are just in the other room watching an anime having fun with four of their friends and Mike just got here to spend three hours with Kate. So I'm thinking about Zach and how much I miss him and how I just want to spend some time with him, talk to him, just something. More than anything I'd just love to lay with him in my bed again. I had a dream and I can't remember which night it was but Zach and I were alone at my house and all we did was go into my room and we were both tired. I laid down and then he laid his head on my chest and fell asleep on me with his arms around my waist and I stayed awake for a while just to know that I had him in my arms. I could almost feel his weight on me and his warmth... it was so comforting and as soon as I fell asleep in my dream I woke up in real life. I think it was the first dream I woke up from that didn't leave me hanging. It would've been nice to see what happened when we woke up in the dream but I just don't know, it had a finality to it like we died or something but I don't think we did.
I don't have much else to write but I really have nothing to do. I would like to play my clarinet or just go upstairs and draw but I can't do either. If I would try to play my clarinet I'd have no place to go where people wouldn't hear me and if I wanted to draw I'd only go upstairs into my bedroom because that's where I draw and I can't go up there because most likely Kate and Mike are making out up there. So I'm talking to Andy about everything and anything and I'm going to go because I just feel like... I just don't want to write anymore.
Just as the title says and I haven't written in a week (6 days to be precise). I'll try to catch you up. School has been school, I'm getting an A- in Ceramics and maybe a B in Sociology because I didn't hand in one assignment that was worth 20 points. Then of course I'm getting A's in Treble and Band. So if I keep this up I'll definitely make honor roll this quarter. I'm so mad at myself though because origionally I got a B+ on the Sociology test and I missed one question that I knew that would've given me 10 more pts which would've pushed me to a medium high A. I got 145 pts and the top score was a 160 (graded on a curve) and if I would've gotten the question I would've gotten a 155. I blank on tests no matter how much I study and think I know the material. So the first thing I did was go to the back and write down all of the lists because Kitze has this thing for lists. So I had this list of five things; conflict, cooperation, social change, conformity, and coercion and the question came up that those were the answer to and I forgot what they were and that I'd written them on the back and when I got back the test I looked at the lists and counted them and I realized there was one list on the back of my test that I didn't use and I got one list wrong. Well that was it, I'd written the correct answer (which was worth 10 pts) on the back and forgot to copy it into the blank. So I argued with Kitze that I should get some points and I showed him and he gave me one point to push my grade to an A- which made me feel a little better.
Later...
So I can't remember if I wrote about my discontinued perfume by rimmel or not but I remember doing so. Then I remembered someone telling me to go on ebay. I think it was Andy Taylor because he thinks of everything. I went on ebay earlier and I found one thing of the discontinued perfume and I freaked out because it started at $2 and then I was like damn, it still has 5 days and 5 hours left on it and then I looked down and it said Buy it Now $10. The rest of the rimmel line is like $13 for one ounce so I was like yay, I'll get it for practically the same price depending on how much the shipping and handling is. Then I was like, damn Sarah wouldn't let me use her ebay to buy myself something and I couldn't ask because she was at Lindsey's funeral with mom, and Ben. So then they came home and I asked my mom and she was more than happy to know that I could still get the perfume somehow. Then I came downstairs and Sarah helped me to buy it right then and now I'm waiting for the e-mail the seller will send Sarah with the bill for how much it costs. So I'm happy that I got a hold of my perfume that was discontinued although I'm sad it'll only last a little while.
So, I'm happy about getting my discontinued perfume and lonely that Sarah and Ben are just in the other room watching an anime having fun with four of their friends and Mike just got here to spend three hours with Kate. So I'm thinking about Zach and how much I miss him and how I just want to spend some time with him, talk to him, just something. More than anything I'd just love to lay with him in my bed again. I had a dream and I can't remember which night it was but Zach and I were alone at my house and all we did was go into my room and we were both tired. I laid down and then he laid his head on my chest and fell asleep on me with his arms around my waist and I stayed awake for a while just to know that I had him in my arms. I could almost feel his weight on me and his warmth... it was so comforting and as soon as I fell asleep in my dream I woke up in real life. I think it was the first dream I woke up from that didn't leave me hanging. It would've been nice to see what happened when we woke up in the dream but I just don't know, it had a finality to it like we died or something but I don't think we did.
I don't have much else to write but I really have nothing to do. I would like to play my clarinet or just go upstairs and draw but I can't do either. If I would try to play my clarinet I'd have no place to go where people wouldn't hear me and if I wanted to draw I'd only go upstairs into my bedroom because that's where I draw and I can't go up there because most likely Kate and Mike are making out up there. So I'm talking to Andy about everything and anything and I'm going to go because I just feel like... I just don't want to write anymore.
Mandy ~ 7:26 PM