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Thursday, December 18, 2003
Revenge :D
So I just got done talking to Zach because he blocked me. I guess he couldn't take my nasty words, hehe.
~Mandy~ says:
like changing names a lot?
~Mandy~ says:
i'll take that as a yes
~Mandy~ says:
so this is the game we'll play
~Mandy~ says:
because you like to play games
~Mandy~ says:
obviously
~Mandy~ says:
i'll continue talking
~Mandy~ says:
and whenever you feel i've said something anywhere near worth answering to you say yea, yuppers, nice, or lol
~Mandy~ says:
instead of anything intellectually stimulating
~Mandy~ says:
because having a conversation with you is like trying to talk to a wall, although i'm sure a wall would be much more responsive
~Mandy~ says:
so basically if you were the only one i was talking to all i'd be doing was wasting my time... ok, so we've established one thing, next
~Mandy~ says:
would you like to interject any thoughts whatsoever wall?
~Mandy~ says:
didn't think so
~Mandy~ says:
wow, this is fun, i can say whatever i want and it's as if i'm talking to nothing
~Mandy~ says:
i bet you're not even reading this
~Mandy~ says:
but that's ok because it doesn't mean anything anyway
~Mandy~ says:
so i was talking to mike earlier
~Mandy~ says:
and he told me that i'm subconsciously going after guys like matt but if i was i definitely wouldn't have gone out with you
~Mandy~ says:
maybe i thought you were like matt but matt was nice, caring, talkative, and you're well... matt definitely wasn't anything like a wall
Its christmas eve and ive only wrapped 2 fuckin presents says:
your are talking about something that has no value whatsoever so me so just stop
~Mandy~ says:
but it's fun
~Mandy~ says:
you should try it sometime
Its christmas eve and ive only wrapped 2 fuckin presents says:
no im sry i dont try to bother the fuck outta ppl
~Mandy~ says:
*sigh* the point was... well i won't bother explaining because you wouldn't understand anyway
That was our lovely little convo, well at least part of it. Mostly me talking to myself because I'm sure he had nothing to say to defend himself. I feel like I'm getting revenge for him ignoring me at the end. That and the night after my concert...
I never went into detail about Adam coming over after the concert. Well we actually came downstairs to say hi to Sarah and ended up in her bed. First we were just laying there all snuggly and then we started pillow fighting and then he was on top of me and Sarah left and he just laid down. At the time I felt guilty for the whole Zach thing but it was his choice to ignore me and not talk to me about his issues with me like a real boyfriend would've. Then I talked with Adam for about half hour or so on topics Zach and I never really covered because I guess he didn't want to or something. Then I told him I was tired and I snuggled up to him and he rubbed my back. Before he went home we kissed me on the cheek and that was all but by then I'd broken up with Zach so I never technically cheated. Adam was such a comfort to me because Zach treated me like crap and I have this thing where a guy treats me like crap and then I think that's really what I deserved so Adam was there to be a nice guy and comfort me. Well I'm going to go now because Ben wants the pc.
So I just got done talking to Zach because he blocked me. I guess he couldn't take my nasty words, hehe.
~Mandy~ says:
like changing names a lot?
~Mandy~ says:
i'll take that as a yes
~Mandy~ says:
so this is the game we'll play
~Mandy~ says:
because you like to play games
~Mandy~ says:
obviously
~Mandy~ says:
i'll continue talking
~Mandy~ says:
and whenever you feel i've said something anywhere near worth answering to you say yea, yuppers, nice, or lol
~Mandy~ says:
instead of anything intellectually stimulating
~Mandy~ says:
because having a conversation with you is like trying to talk to a wall, although i'm sure a wall would be much more responsive
~Mandy~ says:
so basically if you were the only one i was talking to all i'd be doing was wasting my time... ok, so we've established one thing, next
~Mandy~ says:
would you like to interject any thoughts whatsoever wall?
~Mandy~ says:
didn't think so
~Mandy~ says:
wow, this is fun, i can say whatever i want and it's as if i'm talking to nothing
~Mandy~ says:
i bet you're not even reading this
~Mandy~ says:
but that's ok because it doesn't mean anything anyway
~Mandy~ says:
so i was talking to mike earlier
~Mandy~ says:
and he told me that i'm subconsciously going after guys like matt but if i was i definitely wouldn't have gone out with you
~Mandy~ says:
maybe i thought you were like matt but matt was nice, caring, talkative, and you're well... matt definitely wasn't anything like a wall
Its christmas eve and ive only wrapped 2 fuckin presents says:
your are talking about something that has no value whatsoever so me so just stop
~Mandy~ says:
but it's fun
~Mandy~ says:
you should try it sometime
Its christmas eve and ive only wrapped 2 fuckin presents says:
no im sry i dont try to bother the fuck outta ppl
~Mandy~ says:
*sigh* the point was... well i won't bother explaining because you wouldn't understand anyway
That was our lovely little convo, well at least part of it. Mostly me talking to myself because I'm sure he had nothing to say to defend himself. I feel like I'm getting revenge for him ignoring me at the end. That and the night after my concert...
I never went into detail about Adam coming over after the concert. Well we actually came downstairs to say hi to Sarah and ended up in her bed. First we were just laying there all snuggly and then we started pillow fighting and then he was on top of me and Sarah left and he just laid down. At the time I felt guilty for the whole Zach thing but it was his choice to ignore me and not talk to me about his issues with me like a real boyfriend would've. Then I talked with Adam for about half hour or so on topics Zach and I never really covered because I guess he didn't want to or something. Then I told him I was tired and I snuggled up to him and he rubbed my back. Before he went home we kissed me on the cheek and that was all but by then I'd broken up with Zach so I never technically cheated. Adam was such a comfort to me because Zach treated me like crap and I have this thing where a guy treats me like crap and then I think that's really what I deserved so Adam was there to be a nice guy and comfort me. Well I'm going to go now because Ben wants the pc.
Mandy ~ 11:11 PM