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Thursday, December 18, 2003
Tired
I'm feeling... well not exactly explainable. It was school and I was just going through the day. I love my fourth hour class, it goes so fast. Today in Sociology we circled our desks and I sat between Trish and Greer and I talked with Greer the whole class hour. We were writing a compliment to everyone in the class and Greer and I were kicking back and laughing our asses off, making comments and such and for Josh Bies I wrote he was outspoken and Greer wrote that we like his ass and we even signed it. We were just laughing and everything and when I read my compliments I was so happy.
There were a lot of comments on my nice body shape like... great curves, beautiful, gorgeous, pretty, and the other half were about me being nice, friendly, and outgoing. There were a lot of comments that surely would've been taken as flirting had they been said to my face. I just have to say I'm happy to be single. This may sound extremely selfish but to be able to be more attentive to myself instead of trying to please a boyfriend. It's also nice to be able to look at any guys and flirt with whomever I want.
I also feel bad though because of what Heather wrote in her blogger...
You know when people make you feel bad without realizing it? Its not their fault, but you still feel awful.
and like i look at Amanda and her story about how Josh Beis likes her 'perfect' ass and stuff.. and I just feel so awful about myself. So fat and ugly and the worst body shape.
Also, all the boys love Amanda.
*sigh* I was just happy someone complimented me because it seems that I'm the only single one of all my friends and it's nice to be reminded I'm somewhat attractive. I feel bad that she has that self image of herself because even though I always say I look so blah I try to think I'm somewhat attractive.
So enough about depressing stuff... I'm happy and single because now I can devote my life to family, friends, school, and myself. Tomorrow I'm going to pep band and then to Jasmine's sleep over.
I'm feeling... well not exactly explainable. It was school and I was just going through the day. I love my fourth hour class, it goes so fast. Today in Sociology we circled our desks and I sat between Trish and Greer and I talked with Greer the whole class hour. We were writing a compliment to everyone in the class and Greer and I were kicking back and laughing our asses off, making comments and such and for Josh Bies I wrote he was outspoken and Greer wrote that we like his ass and we even signed it. We were just laughing and everything and when I read my compliments I was so happy.
There were a lot of comments on my nice body shape like... great curves, beautiful, gorgeous, pretty, and the other half were about me being nice, friendly, and outgoing. There were a lot of comments that surely would've been taken as flirting had they been said to my face. I just have to say I'm happy to be single. This may sound extremely selfish but to be able to be more attentive to myself instead of trying to please a boyfriend. It's also nice to be able to look at any guys and flirt with whomever I want.
I also feel bad though because of what Heather wrote in her blogger...
You know when people make you feel bad without realizing it? Its not their fault, but you still feel awful.
and like i look at Amanda and her story about how Josh Beis likes her 'perfect' ass and stuff.. and I just feel so awful about myself. So fat and ugly and the worst body shape.
Also, all the boys love Amanda.
*sigh* I was just happy someone complimented me because it seems that I'm the only single one of all my friends and it's nice to be reminded I'm somewhat attractive. I feel bad that she has that self image of herself because even though I always say I look so blah I try to think I'm somewhat attractive.
So enough about depressing stuff... I'm happy and single because now I can devote my life to family, friends, school, and myself. Tomorrow I'm going to pep band and then to Jasmine's sleep over.
Mandy ~ 7:18 PM