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Thursday, January 29, 2004

Miss Mandy Marie...

That's my porn name, that I just created even though I'm not really a porn star. I decided in tribute to the conversation I had with Chris and some of one I had with Heather tonight that I'd copy it down for all to read. First the part about how the porn name came into being.

~Mandy~ says:
and i was like damn, if i were to become a pornstar i'd need a name first
~Mandy~ says:
so he came up with it
~Mandy~ says:
but i never use it
Chris says:
i think mandy marquardt would be a good porn name...although we should change the last name
Chris says:
to something more befitting
~Mandy~ says:
hey, i could throw my middle name in there and take out the last and then no one would know who i am (the real reason one makes a porn name, or any other fake name for that matter)
~Mandy~ says:
miss mandy marie
Chris says:
yeah! thats good
Chris says:
lol, you got the idea down
~Mandy~ says:
:p and now it's all my own
Chris says:
haha, see, we can give you your very own porn name
Chris says:
here at pornnamesbychris.com
Chris says:
lol
~Mandy~ says:
hahahahahahaha

This next part is dedicated to my love of cuddling Chris, and yet it starts from the conversation with Heather.

~Mandy~ says:
he is the best
~Mandy~ says:
*sigh* i wished i liked him
take my hand, take my whole life too, cuz i can't help fallin in love with you says:
you dont?
~Mandy~ says:
not like that i don't
take my hand, take my whole life too, cuz i can't help fallin in love with you says:
thats too bad
~Mandy~ says:
yea
~Mandy~ says:
i go for the jerks
take my hand, take my whole life too, cuz i can't help fallin in love with you says:
maybe you should break that habit
~Mandy~ says:
i should
~Mandy~ says:
but right now
~Mandy~ says:
the next name on the list is
~Mandy~ says:
hold on let me get it
~Mandy~ says:
it's actually a book now
take my hand, take my whole life too, cuz i can't help fallin in love with you says:
lol!
~Mandy~ says:
that's my cockyness for the week :p
~Mandy~ says:
is: Job Morton
take my hand, take my whole life too, cuz i can't help fallin in love with you says:
whoohoo!!!
take my hand, take my whole life too, cuz i can't help fallin in love with you says:
congradulations job!!!
take my hand, take my whole life too, cuz i can't help fallin in love with you says:
congratualtions*

Then after I copied that from the conversation for Chris as something funny for him to read this happened...

Chris says:
yeah, but i still need my fix of cuddle time
Chris says:
hahaha, sorry
Chris says:
kinda sounded like an addict there
~Mandy~ says:
it's ok
~Mandy~ says:
me too!
Chris says:
haha, ok we can get our fix tomorrow then when job is not around...seeing as you are not cool with that
~Mandy~ says:
a couple of weeks later in the band room after school: *amanda walks in the band room hand in hand with job* *she looks around nervously and says* 'one second job i have to uh, get something from the storage room' *amanda hurridely walks into the storage room where chris is slouched on the floor* 'oh chris' 'amanda!' *they clasp their arms into their addictive cuddling to get their fix*
~Mandy~ says:
'whew, didn't think i'd make it that time' 'i didn't either amanda, you made it just in time'
Chris says:
lol, that would be awesome
Chris says:
hahaha

So I'd copy all of the conversation I had with Chris and how when we cuddle it's the best even though we're just really good friends and I'm even trying to see about this guy, Job whom I went to Snoball with but it's just complicated and long and basically it boils down to a basic fact I've known for quite some time even if it wasn't said:

Chris is a great guy and for as long as I've known him he's always been the way he is. Even right now as I write this simplistic fact in here I know Chris is going to read it at some point and be extremely touched and all the better because that's how he makes me feel. He's my best guy friend and the best one I've ever had and probably ever will, thanks hun!

Mandy ~ 11:32 PM