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Name - Amanda Marie Marquardt Age - 19

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Friday, January 23, 2004

Yes, I Think I Know What You're Saying... Wait, Nvm It Was Just Gas

I wonder if anyone would ever be that stupid to confuse two such things? Wow, I'm having a great conversation with Chris because I became awake when I turned off the downstairs light.

~Mandy~ says:
that may be another thing, my daily activities don't tire me enough
Chris says:
lol, if i dont have gym in a term i get like zero activity in a day
~Mandy~ says:
but i'm tired all day long during school, or is that just because it's school and the bright flouresant lights hurt my eyes because i'm really supposed to be nocturnal
Chris says:
vampire....
~Mandy~ says:
yea...
~Mandy~ says:
you know i was debating on whether or not i should let people know i'm a vampire
Chris says:
lol
~Mandy~ says:
and that a lot of those myths about them/me are false because you can be out in sunlight, it just sucks because we're naturally nocturnal
Chris says:
well, now we know :p
Chris says:
ahh, i see
~Mandy~ says:
yea, garlic-no, but the wooden stake is true
Chris says:
haha, and how do you know? your still alive
~Mandy~ says:
exactly, geez
Chris says:
how would you know the wooden stake was true if you were still alive?
~Mandy~ says:
true, i think it's just common knowledge, i'm such a hipocrit because i was just trying to disprove all of the other myths because they're supposedly "common knowledge" but since there are no such thing as vampires the common knowledge is just part of the bigger myth
Chris says:
ohh
Chris says:
i see, so everything we ever thought to be true is a lie, and everything that was lie, is now true
~Mandy~ says:
maybe
~Mandy~ says:
in respect to the things that we never know existed
~Mandy~ says:
like me, i'm sure you had no idea vampires were real...
Chris says:
hahaha
~Mandy~ says:
and above i actually tried to say we weren't, try to make it look like my confession was a joke but i've come to the realization that you're a good friend and if you ever thought of going against my will and telling everyone i'm a vampire then i'll just eat you, you know vampires do have mind reading powers, but for me it's only about if you were to tell someone i were a vampire so i can say...
~Mandy~ says:
read your mind just like that, besides it would be a total envasion of privacy
~Mandy~ says:
but fun, if you could voluntarily read someone's mind but yea... we won't go into that
Chris says:
so, then if i were to wish to tell someone, seeing as you could read my mind, you would know if i should do it, before i do it
Chris says:
hence you could kill me before i accomplish my goal
~Mandy~ says:
right
~Mandy~ says:
don't even think about it
Chris says:
lol
~Mandy~ says:
ok, now the real issue is that you're a werewolf
Chris says:
you would know if i was though, instead of threating me
~Mandy~ says:
now seriously, where is that going to get you in this world?
Chris says:
umm, human food?
Chris says:
:D
Chris says:
*devil*
~Mandy~ says:
true
~Mandy~ says:
*devil*
Chris says:
lol
Chris says:
isnt this fun :p
Chris says:
no im a mythological creature, no im a fantasy creature
Chris says:
muahahaha
~Mandy~ says:
oh wait!
~Mandy~ says:
this is the kind of weird things i'm not supposed to talk about or act like around job, right?
~Mandy~ says:
because he likes the normal ones
~Mandy~ says:
now seriously who'd want a normal one when they can have me?
~Mandy~ says:

Chris says:
lol, i dunno
Chris says:
im just saying that he seems like he wants to be more serious around you
Chris says:
although i havent seen him around you
Chris says:
im just going off what you tell me
~Mandy~ says:
hehe, yea, i think it's because he wants to impress me, show me he's mature so he can have his way with me and then be done with me because he wants a piece just like every other immature guy and he somehow thinks the chances of him getting one with me are good?
Chris says:
lol, or maybe your paranoid and job is a cool guy
~Mandy~ says:
if you think that's a theory you don't know how many sleepless school nights there really are
Chris says:
so you actually think that every guy thinks that about you?
Chris says:
and that they are just in it for a piece
~Mandy~ says:
exactly, i come up with them when i'm in my nocturnal state of vampiress, when i'm most aware of the world and the true happenings, chris, this world is a very horrible place, this town is just very well at covering it up because it's such a small town
Chris says:
hahaha
Chris says:
i would know...seeing as i eat people in my werewolf form
~Mandy~ says:
i'm not saying every guy in respect to me rather every guy in respect to what girl they want, and not even every guy... if you scroll up i only mention the immature ones, now, the mature ones, they're a different story altogether, one that in my book has not been written because i haven't really ran across any
~Mandy~ says:
oh yes, you forget i just found out you were what you are tonight
~Mandy~ says:
earlier in the conversation, when you told me
Chris says:
yeah...damn
Chris says:
so you think im an immature guy too?
~Mandy~ says:
you sure as hell have the potential at times
~Mandy~ says:
i mean by mature a guy who's ready to settle down and really let me suck the life out of him, literally :$
~Mandy~ says:
:p
Chris says:
hahaha
Chris says:
lol
Chris says:
i am immature at times yes
Chris says:
because its fun to surprise ppl
Chris says:
remember what you told me b4?
Chris says:
:p
~Mandy~ says:
yes, another theory from a sleepless weekday night
~Mandy~ says:
about the expectations
~Mandy~ says:
and how if you have none then when you really do something amazing it's amazing rather than if everyone expects the worst and then walah!
Chris says:
lol
Chris says:
exactly
Chris says:
so yes, i can be immature
Chris says:
but dont go thinkin' your all high and mighty amanda
Chris says:
you have your moments
~Mandy~ says:
no, did i ever say i wasn't immature at times as well?
~Mandy~ says:
if you scroll through this entire conversation never once have i ever said such a thing
~Mandy~ says:
you can't make assumptions
~Mandy~ says:
they're bad
Chris says:
lol, i know
Chris says:
but you said i could be immature at times
Chris says:
and i said you could too
~Mandy~ says:
exactly, and that's why i've never meet a completely mature guy... ahhh, for fear there are none... wait wouldn't they be really boring then, because everyone's conception of immature is different so wouldn't to be completely mature like 100% it would have to be by any and all standards of maturity?
Chris says:
lol, you wouldnt want a 100% mature guy
Chris says:
if you think you would...then your wrong, but i'l let you think that
Chris says:
a mature guy would never wanna have any fun at all...seriously
~Mandy~ says:
so now i can write another chapter in my imaginary life monologue of- completely mature guys: chapter 334573975302532 (or somewhere around there)

To be a completely mature guy would have to fit the conception of everyone in maturity therefore there is no such thing as a completely mature guy.
Chris says:
there
Chris says:
and that you should be satisfied with someone who is mostly mature but has some fun at times
~Mandy~ says:
hmm, well i'm posting a bunch of this convo so ppl are aware that you are of werewolf and i'm of vampire blood
~Mandy~ says:
we have fun convos
Chris says:
lol
Chris says:
we do have fun convos
~Mandy~ says:
so i'm going to get going, but i'll post my blogger first, if we get into another good topic
Chris says:
must be cuz your a cool person
Chris says:

~Mandy~ says:
we'll be talking forever
~Mandy~ says:
you too, dork!
Chris says:
haha, yeah...well...you a...a...a big....uhh.....idiot!!
~Mandy~ says:
disinclude yourself in everything will you *she mumbles*
~Mandy~ says:
now i'm making commentary, this isn't going to a good place...

SO then there was many deaths at the mouths and claws of Chris and Amanda due to their uhhhh... exceptional beings. Yea, maybe in our dreams... damn, why can't dreams come true, they can happen to you, if you're young at heart. Wait that's a song, nevermind, I'm losing it I'm off!

Mandy ~ 11:40 PM