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Sunday, February 15, 2004
I Learned About Job Today... in Church?!
For those who read the title and are confused because they know I'm agnostic have no fear. I have not crossed over. Last weekend I went to my grandparents house and my grandma asked Kate and me to attend church with her. If anyone here really knows me they know I'll do anything for the people I love and especially since my grandpa now sleeps in a hospital bed in the living room because he's having problems again there was no way I was going to deny her that and then be guilty for thinking of her alone for 3 hours in a church. Today she came and picked Kate and me up and then took us to church and I was more uncomfortable today than I have been in as long as I can remember. The youth did their thing and Mike visited us a few times and such and then we left. I truely never want to go in a church again and I have no inner qualms about wanting to be religious either. It's so organized and brainwashing and it's crazy scary. Anyway the Zion pastor gave one sermon and it was the one of Job and I thought it was rather ironic considering. Kate and I laughed when I asked about the wife and she realized they never mentioned a wife although they mentioned his kids. So I came to a conclusion that his wife may have been agnostic and was disregarded in the bible because of it and Kate laughed so hard I thought... well I think about a lot of stuff. Here's the conversation I'm having with Job on it...
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
you were named after the job in the bible or just because it was a religious name?
Geekster says:
what u mean
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
you're religious
Geekster says:
yes
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
and considering micheal was named after the arch angel
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
from the bible
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
i thought you might be named after job from the bible
Geekster says:
yes i am
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
have you ever read that section?
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
about how he was tortured
Geekster says:
yes many times
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
ok
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
ever notice they never mentioned a wife?
Geekster says:
yes
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
maybe she was agnostic and unimportant because of it, haha, sorry
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
kate and i thought that was really funn
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
funny*
Geekster says:
probably cuz the story was just on job
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
i know, but it's weird they mentioned kids and no wife
Geekster says:
i dont like to read from the bible though so i dont think i read it all but most of it
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
because if it's in the bible and a guy has kids he MUST be married because otherwise it'd be unholy and so you'd think they would've killed off the wife with the first set of kids but no, then he'd have to remarry and that wasn't even a thought back then?
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
it's ok
Geekster says:
yes i understand what your trying to say
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
sorry, i like challenging things
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
*sigh*
Geekster says:
u dont have to be sorry
So nice about everything. I challenge the book of his religion and he doesn't even seem to mind. *sigh* He makes me wonder. Then again what doesn't make me wonder since I question everything. Now I gave him the address to this and he'll be reading about what I think in a short time. I hope it doesn't freak him out by some of the things I say or how I write because we've only been going out a couple of days and before that we just recently got to know each other so I'm just taking it as it comes. Well I'm going to end this just in case Sarah decides to take back her pc in the next few minutes.
For those who read the title and are confused because they know I'm agnostic have no fear. I have not crossed over. Last weekend I went to my grandparents house and my grandma asked Kate and me to attend church with her. If anyone here really knows me they know I'll do anything for the people I love and especially since my grandpa now sleeps in a hospital bed in the living room because he's having problems again there was no way I was going to deny her that and then be guilty for thinking of her alone for 3 hours in a church. Today she came and picked Kate and me up and then took us to church and I was more uncomfortable today than I have been in as long as I can remember. The youth did their thing and Mike visited us a few times and such and then we left. I truely never want to go in a church again and I have no inner qualms about wanting to be religious either. It's so organized and brainwashing and it's crazy scary. Anyway the Zion pastor gave one sermon and it was the one of Job and I thought it was rather ironic considering. Kate and I laughed when I asked about the wife and she realized they never mentioned a wife although they mentioned his kids. So I came to a conclusion that his wife may have been agnostic and was disregarded in the bible because of it and Kate laughed so hard I thought... well I think about a lot of stuff. Here's the conversation I'm having with Job on it...
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
you were named after the job in the bible or just because it was a religious name?
Geekster says:
what u mean
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
you're religious
Geekster says:
yes
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
and considering micheal was named after the arch angel
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
from the bible
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
i thought you might be named after job from the bible
Geekster says:
yes i am
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
have you ever read that section?
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
about how he was tortured
Geekster says:
yes many times
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
ok
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
ever notice they never mentioned a wife?
Geekster says:
yes
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
maybe she was agnostic and unimportant because of it, haha, sorry
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
kate and i thought that was really funn
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
funny*
Geekster says:
probably cuz the story was just on job
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
i know, but it's weird they mentioned kids and no wife
Geekster says:
i dont like to read from the bible though so i dont think i read it all but most of it
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
because if it's in the bible and a guy has kids he MUST be married because otherwise it'd be unholy and so you'd think they would've killed off the wife with the first set of kids but no, then he'd have to remarry and that wasn't even a thought back then?
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
it's ok
Geekster says:
yes i understand what your trying to say
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
sorry, i like challenging things
The "Girl" with Braids, Right Brandon? says:
*sigh*
Geekster says:
u dont have to be sorry
So nice about everything. I challenge the book of his religion and he doesn't even seem to mind. *sigh* He makes me wonder. Then again what doesn't make me wonder since I question everything. Now I gave him the address to this and he'll be reading about what I think in a short time. I hope it doesn't freak him out by some of the things I say or how I write because we've only been going out a couple of days and before that we just recently got to know each other so I'm just taking it as it comes. Well I'm going to end this just in case Sarah decides to take back her pc in the next few minutes.
Mandy ~ 7:39 PM