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Friday, February 20, 2004
Snow Day
So today Kate woke me up screaming 'why aren't we getting ready' and since I haven't been able to get back to sleep. I went to bed at 2 and woke up around 9 because of Kate. I'm so tired but there's no way I can get back to sleep because I'm anxious and I don't quite know why. Job told me yesterday before 4th hour the guy who beat him last Saturday at wrestling was suspended and now Job's going to sectionals and he has to lose the weight he's gained in the week since, it's only .2 lbs but he's nothing but muscle already.
I feel so bad because last night I had a hockey pep band and I spent the whole night with Job and he was always cold. His hands are almost always purple. We lost the hockey game against Antigo so a lot of people were mad. I didn't really care. I just enjoyed spending the night in Job's arms. Tonight I have a boys basketball pep band and it's a specail one becuase the 8th graders are coming to play with us. The thing that really sux is that we didn't have school so I'm sure a lot of people are going to think we aren't having the pep band.
Lets see what else... Friday my aerobics class walked to McDonalds and back which took the whole class period and it was tolerable but very slippery. I ended up latching arms with Heather Cook while we walked because we both kept slipping. I was really looking forward to going to Job's house to watch a few movies but he has practice and then we have pep band so I guess it's ok.
He's so sweet and... *sigh* I just feel like there has to be something wrong because he's just so perfect. Sure he may not talk a lot but perfect isn't what everyone thinks it is. Perfect to me defined is a person being who they are. Ok, how about I make up my own word for it... perfetivate. Idk, it sounded cool. So anyway. It's crazy... We've only been going out a week. Maybe it's something I do. I let myself fall too fast and then after the first couple of weeks when they have me hooked they mess with me because they can get away with it. I told Job my thoughts on it and he said he wouldn't use me... I can only hope.
*sigh* Off that heavy subject. Now I'm laughing because Kate gave the phone to me and Mike did the hamster thing song from the Quizno's commercial. *They're Quizno subs, they are good for you, they have a pepper bar* Mike does the perfect distortion and I can't not laugh when he say 'bar' because it's so raunchy. Ahhh, it's nice to be able to have a good laugh. Lately I've noticed through Job that I've been laughing a lot. It's crazy but I like it. He's so funny. When I was talking to him earlier on msn he was trying to do the rubix cube and he got frustrated and broke it so then he cheated and put it together broken.
I don't really have much else to write about so I'll see you later. Well I could say quick that I wanted to draw these really cool looking seashells that Sarah has that I've never seen anywhere else. I even looked on google through all of the images and couldn't find any that match a couple of the shells. But... I asked Sarah instead of borrowing them (she would never notice anyway because she's got so much crap in her room) and she said no because they're arranged in a certain order and the truth is I already took them out and put them back in order so who says I can't do it again? I only wanted a couple from the top... oh well. BYE
So today Kate woke me up screaming 'why aren't we getting ready' and since I haven't been able to get back to sleep. I went to bed at 2 and woke up around 9 because of Kate. I'm so tired but there's no way I can get back to sleep because I'm anxious and I don't quite know why. Job told me yesterday before 4th hour the guy who beat him last Saturday at wrestling was suspended and now Job's going to sectionals and he has to lose the weight he's gained in the week since, it's only .2 lbs but he's nothing but muscle already.
I feel so bad because last night I had a hockey pep band and I spent the whole night with Job and he was always cold. His hands are almost always purple. We lost the hockey game against Antigo so a lot of people were mad. I didn't really care. I just enjoyed spending the night in Job's arms. Tonight I have a boys basketball pep band and it's a specail one becuase the 8th graders are coming to play with us. The thing that really sux is that we didn't have school so I'm sure a lot of people are going to think we aren't having the pep band.
Lets see what else... Friday my aerobics class walked to McDonalds and back which took the whole class period and it was tolerable but very slippery. I ended up latching arms with Heather Cook while we walked because we both kept slipping. I was really looking forward to going to Job's house to watch a few movies but he has practice and then we have pep band so I guess it's ok.
He's so sweet and... *sigh* I just feel like there has to be something wrong because he's just so perfect. Sure he may not talk a lot but perfect isn't what everyone thinks it is. Perfect to me defined is a person being who they are. Ok, how about I make up my own word for it... perfetivate. Idk, it sounded cool. So anyway. It's crazy... We've only been going out a week. Maybe it's something I do. I let myself fall too fast and then after the first couple of weeks when they have me hooked they mess with me because they can get away with it. I told Job my thoughts on it and he said he wouldn't use me... I can only hope.
*sigh* Off that heavy subject. Now I'm laughing because Kate gave the phone to me and Mike did the hamster thing song from the Quizno's commercial. *They're Quizno subs, they are good for you, they have a pepper bar* Mike does the perfect distortion and I can't not laugh when he say 'bar' because it's so raunchy. Ahhh, it's nice to be able to have a good laugh. Lately I've noticed through Job that I've been laughing a lot. It's crazy but I like it. He's so funny. When I was talking to him earlier on msn he was trying to do the rubix cube and he got frustrated and broke it so then he cheated and put it together broken.
I don't really have much else to write about so I'll see you later. Well I could say quick that I wanted to draw these really cool looking seashells that Sarah has that I've never seen anywhere else. I even looked on google through all of the images and couldn't find any that match a couple of the shells. But... I asked Sarah instead of borrowing them (she would never notice anyway because she's got so much crap in her room) and she said no because they're arranged in a certain order and the truth is I already took them out and put them back in order so who says I can't do it again? I only wanted a couple from the top... oh well. BYE
Mandy ~ 3:32 PM