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Friday, March 05, 2004
Concert
Uhhh. Well tonight I had my chorus concert and everything went well except one part. During one of the treble choir songs (Spanish Ballads) Mrs. P played a wrong note or something which lead to complete dischord (I know it's spelt wrong, it's a pun) and basically what happened was we all picked a random note and came in at different times and then we pulled it back together after a couple of measures. At least she apologized after the song even though it may well have been the treble choirs fault. I wouldn't know. I remember coming in on my note but I was looking up at Job and I started laughing.
I love the way he makes me feel even after I've felt so unbelievably horrible. Even after the performance he made this squeaking noise in reference to treble choir and although I was kind of offended (I can't believe it happened) I thought it was funny. I always get so nervous when I do such big concerts. I was less nervous doing my solo. I think it's because I've reached the point where I can depend on my voice and for big groups I'm not sure of the vocal quality. Especially since some girls in treble choir are tone deaf (at least a handful) although it's supposed to be a try-out group.
Now I'm sure Job thinks I'm mad at him because he started speaking in german and I stopped talking to him and then I told him it was one of my biggest pet peeves when people talk in another language just because they know I don't understand it. I feel bad because I don't want to throw my hurt feelings on him by letting him know how many people pick on me. It's crazy how much I like him. It scares me in a way because I don't want to hurt either of us. I'm fated to be in pain and to pain others. Anyone in my life... get away and I say that out of my love for you because all I can do is hurt you.
Uhhh. Well tonight I had my chorus concert and everything went well except one part. During one of the treble choir songs (Spanish Ballads) Mrs. P played a wrong note or something which lead to complete dischord (I know it's spelt wrong, it's a pun) and basically what happened was we all picked a random note and came in at different times and then we pulled it back together after a couple of measures. At least she apologized after the song even though it may well have been the treble choirs fault. I wouldn't know. I remember coming in on my note but I was looking up at Job and I started laughing.
I love the way he makes me feel even after I've felt so unbelievably horrible. Even after the performance he made this squeaking noise in reference to treble choir and although I was kind of offended (I can't believe it happened) I thought it was funny. I always get so nervous when I do such big concerts. I was less nervous doing my solo. I think it's because I've reached the point where I can depend on my voice and for big groups I'm not sure of the vocal quality. Especially since some girls in treble choir are tone deaf (at least a handful) although it's supposed to be a try-out group.
Now I'm sure Job thinks I'm mad at him because he started speaking in german and I stopped talking to him and then I told him it was one of my biggest pet peeves when people talk in another language just because they know I don't understand it. I feel bad because I don't want to throw my hurt feelings on him by letting him know how many people pick on me. It's crazy how much I like him. It scares me in a way because I don't want to hurt either of us. I'm fated to be in pain and to pain others. Anyone in my life... get away and I say that out of my love for you because all I can do is hurt you.
Mandy ~ 12:31 AM