Last night I was having some major internal conflicts and after some thought I feel better. I've realized that no matter who you are, or what you do you will hurt people. In that same thought it also goes for helping people as well. I think what matters is that you don't try to hurt people but that you only try to do what's best for everyone and since I've been trying to do that for as long as I can remember I'm good. I think tetris enlightened me, lol. I made it to lvl 18 in tetris at ebaumsworld.
So I just found out something pretty shocking all of the damage done to our rental house in Pelican (the one I spent over a month-every weekend cleaning up and helping to repair) cost over $4 grand to do so. Today my parents are going to court because the renters didn't pay for the repairs in the damage costs. They even broke priceless antique tables that were in the house and stole things from the barn. Among them were paintings done by my great grandma who's been dead since I was 6. That makes me really mad to know that they'd be so careless and selfish. I just hope the next renters are better.
Onto better topics... Today I want to do something with Job so badly but I don't know if I can because my parents are going to court and the weather isn't all too good. I'll definitely have to clean more and kiss up because my parents aren't too happy with me. I went to sleep at 1 and woke up at 9 and I haven't done a thing besides a little cleaning since. Well I don't know what else there is to write about so I'm off.