~The Music of My Life~

Friday, March 26, 2004

Mmmm

Hehe. I love kissing Job. It's just so... unexplainable but it's the best. We got yelled at twice today. Once this morning in the storage room when we were hugging and then before 4th hour (the second time) when we were also hugging. I got really upset about this morning when we were just standing there for the longest time and I told Job about 5 times not to hug me because with out luck we'd get caught and he just grabbed me and hugged me and just at that moment Zunker walked in and yelled at us. He said one more time and then we're out and I'll assume (since he didn't specify) that he means he'll kick us out of band altogether? If he did I don't know how I'd react because band is one of the biggest parts of my life. Not like I haven't been in it since 6th grade which equates to 7 years and something I've been working on for 7 years isn't going to be taken away from me just because I fucking hug my bf.

That was a misplaced modifier if I ever saw one. I'm sure everyone knows I said 'fucking' because I was mad and in no way did I mean it to be a 'fucking hug' like we're fucking or something. That's another thing... today in grammar I said 'I feel like a fruitloop', to santy-'do you feel like a fruitloop' and all he said was no thanks after we'd been talking about misplaced modifiers for the whole 90 minutes. Obviously you don't feel like a fruitloop unless that's slang for another word. Like how fruitcake is slang for gay but that wasn't the point. *sigh* Well the point was I always use bad grammar and say lots of stupid things to get into Santy's book and not once. Although when Santy said he quit and Nick responded with 'I already quat' he gets put in the book. I don't understand.

Oh well. All is good because I got a C on the final and overall I'm going to get a B in grammar which makes me very happy because that was my goal. I'm sure everyone's like 'omg, grammar is so easy' but it really isn't. Everyone in that class had problems at one point or another even smarty pants Kayla Kuzmarski and Yerbol, the super intelligent foreign exchange student from Khazhstan. I know I spelt that wrong but oh well. I might just miss that class because of all the music. Speaking of which Kayla and I sang for my class our S and E duet and they loved it and Santy raved and today after our last class I hopped on the piano and played the first 12 measures of Moonlight Sonata and Santy said 'You whip that out now, on the last day?!' and I'm like 'I've never gotten a lesson and I don't know the whole song. I was just messing around.' and he told me I had to come in after I've learned the whole song sometime next term and play it for one of his classes if not all.

Job asked if we were doing something tonight and I told him I didn't know but I really want to do something with him. I miss him so much even when we've only been apart for an hour like right now. I've noticed a little while ago I don't always close my eyes when I kiss him and neither does he but sometimes I do and then he'll tell me so I guess he always keeps his eyes open. I just keep my eyes open when it's a quick peck which is what it usually is. Whenever we kiss longer than that I like to close my eyes and imagine it's just us which is usually never is. Not like I'm talking about my personal life. Actually it's more like 'not like I'm talking about my love life' because this whole blogger is my personal life. Oh well it's only my bandies and close friends who have this and it isn't any worse than having them see us actually kissing. Well I'm off to go do something to keep me busy.

Mandy ~ 4:47 PM