I just read Kate's blog and it had a bit of a blurb on the subject of the Chicago trip. First thing is I really have to remember to thank my mommy and daddy for paying for me even though I may not have had the best time but there were a lot of good moments thanks to friends and Job. As Kate said about Mike I will enpart about Job... he did make me very comfortable in a new and different environment. It was like no matter what, there was no way I would've gotten homesick because Job was there and would be there even if I did, like the week I spent in Florida. I don't know if I've gotten better about it since I spent that week across the country and Chicago was much closer and not as long. Now I have the Strawberry Parade to look forward to next year because it was too soon to get the money needed in less than 2 months. I'd also be lying if I said I didn't enjoy the company of my friends too. I loved rooming with Jasmine and Kate because it was like a 3 night slumber party. I love you guys and I hope I can room with you on the West Virginia trip too. It's so gorgeous over there... I can't wait.
I miss him sooo much and there's nothing I can do but wait until I can see him again tomorrow. The truth is I wake up every day and practically jump out of bed because I know in short time I'll be able to see Job. This is part of our convo from about 10 minutes ago...
`-,_,-´¯`-, Sie macht mich glücklich und ich liebe sie sehr ,-´¯`-,_,-´ says:
i knew you were messing around but it still made me feel bad for some reason
~Mandy~ says:
because as long as you realize the difference... i know i can hold anyone elses hand no matter who they are and they would never give me the feeling you give me when you take my hand in yours... there's almost nothing better
~Mandy~ says:
aside from kissing you
`-,_,-´¯`-, Sie macht mich glücklich und ich liebe sie sehr ,-´¯`-,_,-´ says:
yeah
`-,_,-´¯`-, Sie macht mich glücklich und ich liebe sie sehr ,-´¯`-,_,-´ says:
you're so sweet
`-,_,-´¯`-, Sie macht mich glücklich und ich liebe sie sehr ,-´¯`-,_,-´ says:
i love you
~Mandy~ says:
i love you too
If you were wondering what he meant by messing around after school today I held Anthony's hand as a joke and it kind of upset him but I meant nothing by it. I actually like to have the reminder that he is the only one and will be the only one that gives me that feeling. It's so nice to be so secure with it and him and how I feel about him. We even discuss everything so we're never 'in the grey' as they say, which basically means it's not clear black and it's not clear white so there's this area in between where you're not quite sure either way. So I'm wenting because it's almost 10 and as soon as mom gets out of the hot tub in the downstairs bathroom I'm so taking my shower.