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Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Wondering About the World
Why is it that when I've finally decided that I hate guys and I'll never date again that the sweetest one happens along my path and lures me? A few months ago I was dead set that I hated guys and yet here I am again going out with another guy. I just thought it was funny because I was talking to Heather today and she told me about how she hates boys and it reminded me of me about two months ago after I'd dumped Zach Farris. Just that I could so easily be swayed after two months... but I think it's for the better. Today I wrote Job a poem and I'll try to re-write it from memory.
Thinking of Him
Hiding
in his jacket
Confiding
in him my fears
Even in my tears
Tossing my hair
with downcast eyes
Knowing when he's there
My feelings aren't disguised
Hearing his heart
Feeling its beat
and when we part
Later we'll meet
another time and place
Held in his embrace
Ok, I just ran upstairs and got my notebook which the rough draft of the poem was in and used that instead of relying on my memory. I re-wrote it all neat without mistakes and gave it to him before 4th hour. He told me he liked it and he also wrote about it and a problem I'm having. I've never kissed a bf in public before and it's all like people everywhere and some are watching you. It's weird but I really just want to kiss Job and if I only wait to when we're alone that would only happen like once a week. Considering we've only gone out just over two weeks I think it's funny that we've already kissed. In all of my past relationships it's taken a least a month for me to get up the courage to kiss my bf. It gets easier every time around? So now I'm going to go call Job because Sarah's only giving me enough time finish this up. Night all.
Why is it that when I've finally decided that I hate guys and I'll never date again that the sweetest one happens along my path and lures me? A few months ago I was dead set that I hated guys and yet here I am again going out with another guy. I just thought it was funny because I was talking to Heather today and she told me about how she hates boys and it reminded me of me about two months ago after I'd dumped Zach Farris. Just that I could so easily be swayed after two months... but I think it's for the better. Today I wrote Job a poem and I'll try to re-write it from memory.
Thinking of Him
Hiding
in his jacket
Confiding
in him my fears
Even in my tears
Tossing my hair
with downcast eyes
Knowing when he's there
My feelings aren't disguised
Hearing his heart
Feeling its beat
and when we part
Later we'll meet
another time and place
Held in his embrace
Ok, I just ran upstairs and got my notebook which the rough draft of the poem was in and used that instead of relying on my memory. I re-wrote it all neat without mistakes and gave it to him before 4th hour. He told me he liked it and he also wrote about it and a problem I'm having. I've never kissed a bf in public before and it's all like people everywhere and some are watching you. It's weird but I really just want to kiss Job and if I only wait to when we're alone that would only happen like once a week. Considering we've only gone out just over two weeks I think it's funny that we've already kissed. In all of my past relationships it's taken a least a month for me to get up the courage to kiss my bf. It gets easier every time around? So now I'm going to go call Job because Sarah's only giving me enough time finish this up. Night all.
Mandy ~ 8:09 PM