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Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Explaination
Yesterday I wrote all that and copied almost the whole convo with Chris and I forgot to explain what the poem meant. I actually came up with it a few days ago so I'll repost it and explain it.
I bend and break
To feel the ache
The agony
Inside of me
Waiting to die
Feelings that I...
Can't hide
Can't decide
This pain again
It always wins
I bend and break~ means I bend backwords for Chris to make him happy. Before I started going out with Job whenever Chris was in his mood I'd just completely shower him with attention and let him know how much I cared.
Waiting to die and this pain again~ refers to all of the fights we have and how much he can hurt me
Can't hide, can't decide~ Chris is everywhere I go because we have all of the same friends and I can't decide whether or not to stop the destructive friendship we have and that also leads into the 'this pain again, it always wins' that I always give in and let our friendship still stand. Just thought I'd post that so everyone understands what that was about. I had a lot more last night when I was talking to Heather. Gonna go eat.
Yesterday I wrote all that and copied almost the whole convo with Chris and I forgot to explain what the poem meant. I actually came up with it a few days ago so I'll repost it and explain it.
I bend and break
To feel the ache
The agony
Inside of me
Waiting to die
Feelings that I...
Can't hide
Can't decide
This pain again
It always wins
I bend and break~ means I bend backwords for Chris to make him happy. Before I started going out with Job whenever Chris was in his mood I'd just completely shower him with attention and let him know how much I cared.
Waiting to die and this pain again~ refers to all of the fights we have and how much he can hurt me
Can't hide, can't decide~ Chris is everywhere I go because we have all of the same friends and I can't decide whether or not to stop the destructive friendship we have and that also leads into the 'this pain again, it always wins' that I always give in and let our friendship still stand. Just thought I'd post that so everyone understands what that was about. I had a lot more last night when I was talking to Heather. Gonna go eat.
Mandy ~ 5:59 PM