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Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Love?
I just read Emily's blogger that was basically a post from another person's (who goes by the name Averie) blogger. It's completely true about how some people only think love is what you see in the movies. I can and want to say something about why Emily posted that. Emily, I know you fairly well or at least I've known and been friends with you long enough to think I know you as well as I do... we all have our secrets but that isn't my point. What I'm trying to say is don't be offended by this but I really read between the lines of that blog you posted and I seriously think you posted that because someone who reads your blogger would be offended because they'd think it was their relationship you were referring to or rather using someone else's post to refer to. It's complicated and so are you so I'm sure you know what I mean and/or know what I was getting at.
Seen as tonight (or recently) seems to be the night to post things from other places to convey messages here goes... I just had a little talk with Jasmine and I really liked being able to talk to her about something...
~Mandy~ says:
you know what jasmine, people change... a lot, right?
~Mandy~ says:
and i don't know where this is coming from but i just wanted to say something... do you ever think at one point you were a little too on the superficial side and then you really realized what it was about
~Mandy~ says:
or were you always like you are now?
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
omg i was soo superficial, why??
~Mandy~ says:
it just hit me
~Mandy~ says:
i just knew you weren't always like you are now
~Mandy~ says:
before we were friends i'd look at you and think 'she must really think the world revolves on money... or at least thinks it can solve problems' not like i'm saying you didn't have problems but that you were going about it the wrong way...
~Mandy~ says:
no, you're far from superficial
~Mandy~ says:
tonight i was obsessing at how horrible i looked and you want to know why, because i saw my face in the mirror compared to yours and i just knew there was no way you could be so gorgeous and not ever at one point be superficial and take your looks for all they're worth
~Mandy~ says:
idk why i said that, it just hit me
~Mandy~ says:
and kind of made me wonder how long it takes some beautiful people to realize what you've already realized
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
well your very very right, i was very superficial, i thought everything had to be materialistic
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
but i dont know
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
something happened
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
and I realized that sure money is good to have, but its not wonderful, sure you can buy clothes, and cars, and houses, but it also buys drugs, alcohol.... it buys just as many good things as bad things and money will never make someone happy
~Mandy~ says:
exactly
~Mandy~ says:
why don't others realize that?
~Mandy~ says:
like when you almost died when i gave you the 5 tonight
~Mandy~ says:
it's just money... it's not like i give it out on a regular basis but idk... my mom has taught me something since i was little that having money is nothing unless you use it for something... good
~Mandy~ says:
like it's nothing for me to give someone money for food because them eating is so much more important than me having spare money...
~Mandy~ says:
i carry extra money for what happened tonight
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
and that is so awesome
~Mandy~ says:
it's just... idk, ppl are so possessive of money and that's not what the world is about
~Mandy~ says:
*sigh*
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
when i have money i would serioulsy much rather buy someone else something then myself
~Mandy~ says:
i would just be so unbelievably happy if job and i stayed together and it wouldn't matter where we lived as long as we had each other... and it's so idealistic but don't most people wish to be rich and have everything they want?
~Mandy~ says:
yea, it just feels right
~Mandy~ says:
and it feels so good to be there for someone when they need you even if it means just paying for one meal
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
yeah exactly
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
i feel the same way, love is sooo much more powerful then money
~Mandy~ says:
they say you can't buy happyness but when i gave you that 5 and you were so grateful... happyness
So I'm going to be off now because I have to take a shower and I want to get more than 5 hours of sleep tonight.
I just read Emily's blogger that was basically a post from another person's (who goes by the name Averie) blogger. It's completely true about how some people only think love is what you see in the movies. I can and want to say something about why Emily posted that. Emily, I know you fairly well or at least I've known and been friends with you long enough to think I know you as well as I do... we all have our secrets but that isn't my point. What I'm trying to say is don't be offended by this but I really read between the lines of that blog you posted and I seriously think you posted that because someone who reads your blogger would be offended because they'd think it was their relationship you were referring to or rather using someone else's post to refer to. It's complicated and so are you so I'm sure you know what I mean and/or know what I was getting at.
Seen as tonight (or recently) seems to be the night to post things from other places to convey messages here goes... I just had a little talk with Jasmine and I really liked being able to talk to her about something...
~Mandy~ says:
you know what jasmine, people change... a lot, right?
~Mandy~ says:
and i don't know where this is coming from but i just wanted to say something... do you ever think at one point you were a little too on the superficial side and then you really realized what it was about
~Mandy~ says:
or were you always like you are now?
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
omg i was soo superficial, why??
~Mandy~ says:
it just hit me
~Mandy~ says:
i just knew you weren't always like you are now
~Mandy~ says:
before we were friends i'd look at you and think 'she must really think the world revolves on money... or at least thinks it can solve problems' not like i'm saying you didn't have problems but that you were going about it the wrong way...
~Mandy~ says:
no, you're far from superficial
~Mandy~ says:
tonight i was obsessing at how horrible i looked and you want to know why, because i saw my face in the mirror compared to yours and i just knew there was no way you could be so gorgeous and not ever at one point be superficial and take your looks for all they're worth
~Mandy~ says:
idk why i said that, it just hit me
~Mandy~ says:
and kind of made me wonder how long it takes some beautiful people to realize what you've already realized
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
well your very very right, i was very superficial, i thought everything had to be materialistic
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
but i dont know
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
something happened
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
and I realized that sure money is good to have, but its not wonderful, sure you can buy clothes, and cars, and houses, but it also buys drugs, alcohol.... it buys just as many good things as bad things and money will never make someone happy
~Mandy~ says:
exactly
~Mandy~ says:
why don't others realize that?
~Mandy~ says:
like when you almost died when i gave you the 5 tonight
~Mandy~ says:
it's just money... it's not like i give it out on a regular basis but idk... my mom has taught me something since i was little that having money is nothing unless you use it for something... good
~Mandy~ says:
like it's nothing for me to give someone money for food because them eating is so much more important than me having spare money...
~Mandy~ says:
i carry extra money for what happened tonight
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
and that is so awesome
~Mandy~ says:
it's just... idk, ppl are so possessive of money and that's not what the world is about
~Mandy~ says:
*sigh*
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
when i have money i would serioulsy much rather buy someone else something then myself
~Mandy~ says:
i would just be so unbelievably happy if job and i stayed together and it wouldn't matter where we lived as long as we had each other... and it's so idealistic but don't most people wish to be rich and have everything they want?
~Mandy~ says:
yea, it just feels right
~Mandy~ says:
and it feels so good to be there for someone when they need you even if it means just paying for one meal
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
yeah exactly
Jasmine- I ran over a bunny! says:
i feel the same way, love is sooo much more powerful then money
~Mandy~ says:
they say you can't buy happyness but when i gave you that 5 and you were so grateful... happyness
So I'm going to be off now because I have to take a shower and I want to get more than 5 hours of sleep tonight.
Mandy ~ 10:29 PM