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Friday, April 09, 2004
New Glasses?
I got new glasses about two days ago and after I went grocery shopping with my mom. Well as soon as I got home I grabbed a bag and started walking up to the house and then the door opened and it was Job. Here I was wearing my new glasses that were slipping down my nose, my hair that was swept back in a clip of which my bangs were falling out of, and my sweatshirt sleeves were pushed up. It would've been the cutest picture as soon as I reached the door and would've just stood there looking at him while he held the door. So my glasses are the color bronze, Tommy Hilfiger (the ones that looked best on me), the top part of the frame is almost straight but bends into a slight curve and the bottom part is almost like a half-oval but not. I call them the "Sexy Librarian Glasses".
Enough about my glasses. Lets get to the good stuff. After that I watched Job's home movies with him and one of me. Then we watched some tv, ate, and did well... couply stuff. We brought him home around 10 I think, which means he was here at least 9 hours. Lately he's been crocheting me a doily that's going to say 'I Love You' and I'm pretty excited and it makes me wonder why he does that. He probably just gets bored and it's something for him to do. Earlier I talked to him on msn and sang a little over the phone. He had his web cam on and he accidentally spilled coolaid on himself and was forced to take off his shirt *bites lip* and then using my psychological mind control that I've gained since I've been a vampire (Chris!) I made him take heman poses for me and to the delight of Kayla who was thoroughly amused but obviously not in the same way as the horny, vampiress of a Job's gf was... I don't know what I'm going to do with myself...
Job also did poses for Sarah to look at and she had fun too. It made her laugh and smile which in return made me happier because Sarah's almost never happy anymore and partially because sometimes she expresses her jealously at Kate and myself for having bfs. Sometimes I feel really bad but then I remember the 4 years in which she was with Tim and probably through that whole thing I went through about 5 guys at least with over 3 quarters of that time spent being single. So if she really wants to lay into me for being jealous of my two month relationship then I'll just have to remind her about her 4 year one. Alas I don't think I could do that anyway because Sarah... she's had enough to deal with that was just caused by him. I won't be bringing that up again for her to remember anytime soon. I'll avoid any possible pain that I can for anyone no matter whom they may be.
Even Matt of whom was broken up with by Vanessa. Ahhh, passive voice evil. Lets retry that. Even how Vanessa broke up with Matt. I tried talking to Vanessa to talk to him about it because they're still friends but I could tell how much he really liked her and seriously after what crap I put him through he really deserves a good, lasting relationship. You have to know I'm over him when I'm hoping one of my friends will go out with him.
Mmm. I'm so unbelievably obsessive about Job and it doesn't bother me but I'm sure some of my friends have some sort of qualms with it. I just... I don't want to annoy anyone or put them in an uncomfortable situation because I admit that when I'm with Job things kind of melt away and all is good for us but anyone whom may be around us shouldn't have to deal with that. I just can't help myself because whenever I see him and I'm not holding his hand or kissing him or... it's like he's too far away and I just might die without coexistance. Ok, I'm done for the night. Kate's begging me to go to sleep and I can't deny her that for she has been tolerant of me lately and I of her so I'm not willing to push her.
I got new glasses about two days ago and after I went grocery shopping with my mom. Well as soon as I got home I grabbed a bag and started walking up to the house and then the door opened and it was Job. Here I was wearing my new glasses that were slipping down my nose, my hair that was swept back in a clip of which my bangs were falling out of, and my sweatshirt sleeves were pushed up. It would've been the cutest picture as soon as I reached the door and would've just stood there looking at him while he held the door. So my glasses are the color bronze, Tommy Hilfiger (the ones that looked best on me), the top part of the frame is almost straight but bends into a slight curve and the bottom part is almost like a half-oval but not. I call them the "Sexy Librarian Glasses".
Enough about my glasses. Lets get to the good stuff. After that I watched Job's home movies with him and one of me. Then we watched some tv, ate, and did well... couply stuff. We brought him home around 10 I think, which means he was here at least 9 hours. Lately he's been crocheting me a doily that's going to say 'I Love You' and I'm pretty excited and it makes me wonder why he does that. He probably just gets bored and it's something for him to do. Earlier I talked to him on msn and sang a little over the phone. He had his web cam on and he accidentally spilled coolaid on himself and was forced to take off his shirt *bites lip* and then using my psychological mind control that I've gained since I've been a vampire (Chris!) I made him take heman poses for me and to the delight of Kayla who was thoroughly amused but obviously not in the same way as the horny, vampiress of a Job's gf was... I don't know what I'm going to do with myself...
Job also did poses for Sarah to look at and she had fun too. It made her laugh and smile which in return made me happier because Sarah's almost never happy anymore and partially because sometimes she expresses her jealously at Kate and myself for having bfs. Sometimes I feel really bad but then I remember the 4 years in which she was with Tim and probably through that whole thing I went through about 5 guys at least with over 3 quarters of that time spent being single. So if she really wants to lay into me for being jealous of my two month relationship then I'll just have to remind her about her 4 year one. Alas I don't think I could do that anyway because Sarah... she's had enough to deal with that was just caused by him. I won't be bringing that up again for her to remember anytime soon. I'll avoid any possible pain that I can for anyone no matter whom they may be.
Even Matt of whom was broken up with by Vanessa. Ahhh, passive voice evil. Lets retry that. Even how Vanessa broke up with Matt. I tried talking to Vanessa to talk to him about it because they're still friends but I could tell how much he really liked her and seriously after what crap I put him through he really deserves a good, lasting relationship. You have to know I'm over him when I'm hoping one of my friends will go out with him.
Mmm. I'm so unbelievably obsessive about Job and it doesn't bother me but I'm sure some of my friends have some sort of qualms with it. I just... I don't want to annoy anyone or put them in an uncomfortable situation because I admit that when I'm with Job things kind of melt away and all is good for us but anyone whom may be around us shouldn't have to deal with that. I just can't help myself because whenever I see him and I'm not holding his hand or kissing him or... it's like he's too far away and I just might die without coexistance. Ok, I'm done for the night. Kate's begging me to go to sleep and I can't deny her that for she has been tolerant of me lately and I of her so I'm not willing to push her.
Mandy ~ 12:37 AM