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Thursday, May 13, 2004
The Orchestra In My Head...
Plays it's notes again with what I've learned and what I know and for it so little I have to show...
I just made that up as an intro. So much is going on lately and I find it hard to keep up with myself let alone all of my friends and family. Kate's birthday was yesterday and she's having a party on the 22nd of which that night there's the play at the RHS and Job's Night of Jazz at Crystal Rock. Chris is really upset and I haven't really had the time to talk to him and I just found he was upset from reading his blogger. I'm almost completely sure he was talking about Katie. *sigh* I'm just so enfatuated with my life and most of all Job that it's hard to keep up with the 'current events'.
Today I was bothered all day because I knew there was something I was forgetting about and I just remembered that it was Job's and my 3 month. With that came another realization that we've been together longer than any other relationship I've ever had that was serious at least. My dad keeps hinting to me about marriage and tonight he said 'Just think, if you get married now and you live to be 100 you'll be married for 80 years and for the last 40 you'll wish you were dead' and then I said 'You know this from personal experience?' and he cynically smiled and replied 'yes' and I was like 'That's mean' and then we got into this whole huge thing about how he has to keep living until he's taught me how to take care of myself because if it were up to my mom she'd take care of me until I died. My dad also inquires about what Job plans on being when he grows up and other rather personal and/or intrusive questions like he's trying to make sure I'll have a good man when he leaves me. *sighs again* I don't especially enjoy the topic of my parents dying but it's going to happen and I'll have to accept it no matter how much I won't want to. Right now he's helping me out with my homework and I've been down here a while so I'm going to go see if he could find what I was looking for to help me.
Plays it's notes again with what I've learned and what I know and for it so little I have to show...
I just made that up as an intro. So much is going on lately and I find it hard to keep up with myself let alone all of my friends and family. Kate's birthday was yesterday and she's having a party on the 22nd of which that night there's the play at the RHS and Job's Night of Jazz at Crystal Rock. Chris is really upset and I haven't really had the time to talk to him and I just found he was upset from reading his blogger. I'm almost completely sure he was talking about Katie. *sigh* I'm just so enfatuated with my life and most of all Job that it's hard to keep up with the 'current events'.
Today I was bothered all day because I knew there was something I was forgetting about and I just remembered that it was Job's and my 3 month. With that came another realization that we've been together longer than any other relationship I've ever had that was serious at least. My dad keeps hinting to me about marriage and tonight he said 'Just think, if you get married now and you live to be 100 you'll be married for 80 years and for the last 40 you'll wish you were dead' and then I said 'You know this from personal experience?' and he cynically smiled and replied 'yes' and I was like 'That's mean' and then we got into this whole huge thing about how he has to keep living until he's taught me how to take care of myself because if it were up to my mom she'd take care of me until I died. My dad also inquires about what Job plans on being when he grows up and other rather personal and/or intrusive questions like he's trying to make sure I'll have a good man when he leaves me. *sighs again* I don't especially enjoy the topic of my parents dying but it's going to happen and I'll have to accept it no matter how much I won't want to. Right now he's helping me out with my homework and I've been down here a while so I'm going to go see if he could find what I was looking for to help me.
Mandy ~ 9:23 PM