~The Music of My Life~

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Another Day Closer... To the End

I'm kind of upset because I can't get into my account so I'm on my brothers but I still remembered my username and password for my blogger, obviously so I could write in here. My pc crashed over the weekend and I haven't been able to get into anything. I had a huge end of the year project and I ended up getting a 70% on it, 35/50. That's really good considering I couldn't do my speech or bibliography because my pc was down and then I gave the worst speech ever and I still got a C- on it all! Which means I'll get a B+ or A- depending on how my extra credit plays out. My fingers are crossed for the A- so I get all A's this 4th quarter. I loved Oral Interp and I'm going to miss that class.

This past week has been so hectic with school ending and seniors’ last day today. Friday night was the yearbook signing party and it kind of sucked after I got all the signatures I wanted because it was basically a meeting of cliques just like school. Then Job and I called my mom and she came and picked us up and brought us back to my house and Job and I watched tv for a while and then his mom came and picked him up.

I also found out recently that Zack Baron wants to go out with Job’s little sister and at first I was worried and I didn’t want Beka to go out with him (although she can’t because she’s not allowed to date until she’s 16) and I even talked to her on the phone about it and expressed my opinion in that he’s evil. Then I thought about it more and decided that just because Zack was a prick to me doesn’t mean he’ll be a prick to her. The major reason Zack ended our thing was because he explained ‘because we’re in different schools we never see each other’ and ‘every time we did something it was like we were starting over again’. SO… I’m thinking that because Zack and Beka are the same age that maybe they’ll be more compatible. I also realize I have no business messing around with them and whatever but I just don’t want Beka to get hurt. Even though Job complains about her I know he loves her and she’s so nice to me and I just don’t like it when people get hurt. Then again I’ve been hurt by guys in the past and I’ve learned from it and maybe it’s fated to be a certain way and maybe that includes me messing with it or not but I’m not sure and I never will be so I think I’m going to stop writing about it before I confuse myself.

Haha, I hope I don't have a sunburn because when I got home I fell asleep on the side deck. Well I'm going to go try to get a hold of Job.

Mandy ~ 5:59 PM