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Thursday, July 08, 2004
Neglecting the Blog
I haven't written in 9 days. Every time I go on the pc to talk to people or to just putz around which suprisingly hasn't been a lot I consider writing in my blogger and then later decide I have nothing of importance to say and then I realized today that I never have anything of importance to say so I was just being lazy. So if this happens again and I try to make up some excuse about how I have nothing important to say just... uhh call me lazy.
So lets see... what's happened since June 29th. My sister had her fireworks show and that was fun because I got to have Job over. There were a ton of people over so at times I was kind of anti-social because I've always had problems with big groups of people although school doesn't bother me for some reason. Sometimes I freak out a little walking down the halls but I don't show it.
Then there was the 4th of July. I had the parade and it wasn't that good because hardly anyone showed up because it was raining and we had to wear ponchos. Then while we were standing there waiting I was holding my clarinet on the upper part which is usually fine but because of the humid weather the cork got really slippery and the bottom half of my clarinet just slide off and fell on the gound and it dented the bell but it doesn't effect it's sound because then we marched and I was so loud I could easily blow my lungs out and cover the clarinet section with the other upperclassmen who were playing.
After that there was an icecream social and Job's dad came to pick Job up and then he offered to take me too and my mom let me go but I didn't get to finish my icecream :(. So then I went with them and we stopped at their house to eat and I had some delicious cheesecake although I wasn't really hungry because my stomach was really touchy for some reason that whole morning. Then we went to the park and watched Beka and her band perform and she did wonderful. Job and I sang kareoke, horribly because we didn't know the song so instead we made fun of it for Amanda Jennings because she'd just had her birthday.
The fireworks were amazing and Job and I sat on a blanket in the perfect place because this year they didn't have them at the golf course but instead on the side of the lake where the park is so they were shot off right above our heads and we laid back on the hill and it was like we were in an Imax theater. Then Job and I just snuggled and watched the fireworks and at that point I was reminded how lucky I truely am to be with Job. Every now and then I take him for granted but it's times like those when I'm deeply reminded of how much he truely means to me and I hope he always realizes that.
Last night Job came over for the first time since the firework show Sarah put on which I think was the 29th or the 30th which means I hadn't spent time with him in a week. Then Kate got all upset because supposedly Job gets to come over whenever he wants although Mike came over two nights in a row before yesterday. I would call that hipocritical but she's been very touchy lately so I'm not going to mention anything to her for fear of her blowing up at me because at the second I THINK she likes me.
Last night after Job came over for a little while we all went to the movies... Kate, Mike, Abbie, Jay, Ben, Jamie, Job, Jean, TJ, Colleen, Darcy, and myself. We went to King Arthur and it wasn't that good but Job and I occupied ourselves with joking around although it pissed off almost everyone else in our group. Then I got really upset when Job told me today on the phone that I was ignoring him last night when all of my friends were pissed off that I was ignoring them so I said to him 'Ok, so if I was ignoring you and I was ignoring all of my friends I must've sat in the bathroom throughout the whole movie or something'. It's ok even though I have no idea why he said I was ignoring him he apologized. Now he sent me this really cool link to pictures of tornados and such.
http://images.google.com/images?hl=en&lr=&ie=UTF-8&q=tornados
If you go there and then click on the first image of a tornado behind a leaning shed then a bunch of thumbnails of pictures will pop up and there's an absolutely gorgeous one of a sky called crimson skies and it's such an amazing red.
Well I'm going to get going because I have nothing else to write about besides the fact that I didn't make it into the Y but some crap about how they're keeping my application on file and they're hiring again this fall so they'll consider it again then although I want a job now before school starts so I can see how hard it is and if I can keep one during the school year.
I haven't written in 9 days. Every time I go on the pc to talk to people or to just putz around which suprisingly hasn't been a lot I consider writing in my blogger and then later decide I have nothing of importance to say and then I realized today that I never have anything of importance to say so I was just being lazy. So if this happens again and I try to make up some excuse about how I have nothing important to say just... uhh call me lazy.
So lets see... what's happened since June 29th. My sister had her fireworks show and that was fun because I got to have Job over. There were a ton of people over so at times I was kind of anti-social because I've always had problems with big groups of people although school doesn't bother me for some reason. Sometimes I freak out a little walking down the halls but I don't show it.
Then there was the 4th of July. I had the parade and it wasn't that good because hardly anyone showed up because it was raining and we had to wear ponchos. Then while we were standing there waiting I was holding my clarinet on the upper part which is usually fine but because of the humid weather the cork got really slippery and the bottom half of my clarinet just slide off and fell on the gound and it dented the bell but it doesn't effect it's sound because then we marched and I was so loud I could easily blow my lungs out and cover the clarinet section with the other upperclassmen who were playing.
After that there was an icecream social and Job's dad came to pick Job up and then he offered to take me too and my mom let me go but I didn't get to finish my icecream :(. So then I went with them and we stopped at their house to eat and I had some delicious cheesecake although I wasn't really hungry because my stomach was really touchy for some reason that whole morning. Then we went to the park and watched Beka and her band perform and she did wonderful. Job and I sang kareoke, horribly because we didn't know the song so instead we made fun of it for Amanda Jennings because she'd just had her birthday.
The fireworks were amazing and Job and I sat on a blanket in the perfect place because this year they didn't have them at the golf course but instead on the side of the lake where the park is so they were shot off right above our heads and we laid back on the hill and it was like we were in an Imax theater. Then Job and I just snuggled and watched the fireworks and at that point I was reminded how lucky I truely am to be with Job. Every now and then I take him for granted but it's times like those when I'm deeply reminded of how much he truely means to me and I hope he always realizes that.
Last night Job came over for the first time since the firework show Sarah put on which I think was the 29th or the 30th which means I hadn't spent time with him in a week. Then Kate got all upset because supposedly Job gets to come over whenever he wants although Mike came over two nights in a row before yesterday. I would call that hipocritical but she's been very touchy lately so I'm not going to mention anything to her for fear of her blowing up at me because at the second I THINK she likes me.
Last night after Job came over for a little while we all went to the movies... Kate, Mike, Abbie, Jay, Ben, Jamie, Job, Jean, TJ, Colleen, Darcy, and myself. We went to King Arthur and it wasn't that good but Job and I occupied ourselves with joking around although it pissed off almost everyone else in our group. Then I got really upset when Job told me today on the phone that I was ignoring him last night when all of my friends were pissed off that I was ignoring them so I said to him 'Ok, so if I was ignoring you and I was ignoring all of my friends I must've sat in the bathroom throughout the whole movie or something'. It's ok even though I have no idea why he said I was ignoring him he apologized. Now he sent me this really cool link to pictures of tornados and such.
http://images.google.com/images?hl=en&lr=&ie=UTF-8&q=tornados
If you go there and then click on the first image of a tornado behind a leaning shed then a bunch of thumbnails of pictures will pop up and there's an absolutely gorgeous one of a sky called crimson skies and it's such an amazing red.
Well I'm going to get going because I have nothing else to write about besides the fact that I didn't make it into the Y but some crap about how they're keeping my application on file and they're hiring again this fall so they'll consider it again then although I want a job now before school starts so I can see how hard it is and if I can keep one during the school year.
Mandy ~ 4:47 PM