An emotion I rarely ever let be known for fear that I will soon lose it but I have faith it's here to stay. Today my parents went down to the farm and I had previous plans to spend the day with Job so around 1 pm him and his dad came into town to pick me up and take me to their house. We watched a bunch of movies, laid around, actually had some one on one time, and I watched him play some of Doom 3.
I fell asleep with him on the couch while we were watching Hidalgo but mostly it was just Josh watching it because Job and I had just seen it recently (me a couple of weeks ago and him a month ago). Then we goofed off and ate and played with his cats. Blaise came over while we were eating and had some food too and he told me about how Kate was pestering him to ask out our sister, Sarah. Then we made arrangements to have Blaise come back and pick me up anywhere from 10-12 because he had to take Sarah home from the party anyway.
After that Job and I hung out downstairs and watched Clueless and Shrek 2. I love my alone time with him even though I got a little crabby when my contacts were killing my eyes and I was falling asleep. Job noticed and after we watched Shrek we went back upstairs and took a nap on one of their couches. We just snuggled and at first I had my head on his chest but then we switched and I just held onto my baby and cradled him, ran my fingers through his hair, rubbed his shoulders and back. I already miss him, hehe and I love it that for once in my life I can fully express my feelings of love for someone and have them reciprocated and appreciated. I love my hunny and I'm never giving him up for anything.