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Sunday, September 19, 2004
This Week Just Sucks, I Always have the Worst of Luck...
For those of you who do read this I do censor it to a point but I'm pretty open with a few things. Where to start... Badger Band Day was fun but way too hot. Our band actually converged with Wausau Easts' band on the way back to our buses. We had a few of the same pep band songs and those which we didn't we improv-ed. Both of our bands had Centerfold but their band didn't want to play it because no one would start it so then I was like 'screw it' and I started with the first 4 measures and I swear I played them so perfectly and after the first 4 measures their entire band jumped in... it was so cool that I started their band.
That was on September 11th and now it's been more than a week later and I've been having the crapiest time. 1. I'm failing Environmental Science which really isn't good because it's a freshman class... I didn't hand in like 1 or 2 things. Then 2. I got in a little cat fight with this girl in my Spanish class because she thinks she's above everyone else especially me. 3. I had marching every morning and one morning I almost froze... tears were involuntarily running down my face because the wind was so cold. Of course 4. Senior Walking isn't a piece of cake because we walk 3 miles a day and that completely wears me down. 5. Then towards the end of the week I start feeling a little icky and I went to Job's game with Liz Butler (I love you Liz!) in Wisconsin Rapids and they lost by a lot. 6. Then Job got to leave the next morning to go to Minneapolis with the german students because he's a host to Florian. So Job's leaving from there around noon today and I'm kind of jealous because he got to go to the Mall of America when I've never been there and he kind of rubbed it in my face that he goes all the time. He told me about all the rides and everything and even if he didn't mean to it still hurt my feelings.
So I 7. either have a sinus infection or a cold because it started getting really bad yesterday and I had to sleep sitting up because as soon as I laid down I couldn't breathe through my nose and I can't breathe through my throat because it was bleeding and it was going to do so again if I breathed through it. My throat was also swollen shut and it's a bitch trying to swallow pills, I'm just completely worn down, I have this constant headache from all of the pressure from my sinus cavity, a constant runny nose that has just recently become very congested, my lymph nods are swollen so much that I can hardly move my neck so that's creating even more pressure, and from all this pressure I sometimes lose my hearing but I think I'm getting an ear infection too because my ears are killing me. To top it off 8. I woke up this morning and guess what came just in time for my birthday? For those of you who can't guess the answer is my fucking period. Now I'm going to be even more irritable (didn't think it was possible), with cramps, bloating, nausea, and all of that other fun stuff. Oh and 9. I was also invited to go with Liz to her lesson (she's giving the lesson) in Elcho and I was so excited because I might've had the chance to go horseback riding but now that I'm sick I'm 99.9% sure I can't go. And if you thought the fun ended there let it be known that 10. I had to give up my free concert ticket to one of my favorite bands (would've been my very first concert-Alterbridge) because I have homecoming. Yesterday 11. I had the chance to go to a Green Bay Packer game which is like one of my dreams and my parents said no. Now I think I can top it off... 12. I haven't been getting any more than 5 hours of sleep a night and I have no idea why. Even when I stayed over at Liz's house I woke up at 8 am and I won't tell what time I went to bed. About the only good part of my weekend was hanging out with Liz. Oh wait, I even have one more... 13. I'm extremely jealous of Florian because Job is oblidged to spend all of his time with him so I haven't gotten to hang out alone with Job at all. He even gave Florian my gummi bears when we went to the state theater to see a movie I didn't even want to see... "The Bourne Identity"? Idk, whichever one is the second one.
That's kind of weird... the week after my 7 month anniversary (on the 13th) I've had 13 bad things happen to me... I'm sure there's more but I can't remember them. Now I'm going to go on EQ and kill things to make myself feel better.
For those of you who do read this I do censor it to a point but I'm pretty open with a few things. Where to start... Badger Band Day was fun but way too hot. Our band actually converged with Wausau Easts' band on the way back to our buses. We had a few of the same pep band songs and those which we didn't we improv-ed. Both of our bands had Centerfold but their band didn't want to play it because no one would start it so then I was like 'screw it' and I started with the first 4 measures and I swear I played them so perfectly and after the first 4 measures their entire band jumped in... it was so cool that I started their band.
That was on September 11th and now it's been more than a week later and I've been having the crapiest time. 1. I'm failing Environmental Science which really isn't good because it's a freshman class... I didn't hand in like 1 or 2 things. Then 2. I got in a little cat fight with this girl in my Spanish class because she thinks she's above everyone else especially me. 3. I had marching every morning and one morning I almost froze... tears were involuntarily running down my face because the wind was so cold. Of course 4. Senior Walking isn't a piece of cake because we walk 3 miles a day and that completely wears me down. 5. Then towards the end of the week I start feeling a little icky and I went to Job's game with Liz Butler (I love you Liz!) in Wisconsin Rapids and they lost by a lot. 6. Then Job got to leave the next morning to go to Minneapolis with the german students because he's a host to Florian. So Job's leaving from there around noon today and I'm kind of jealous because he got to go to the Mall of America when I've never been there and he kind of rubbed it in my face that he goes all the time. He told me about all the rides and everything and even if he didn't mean to it still hurt my feelings.
So I 7. either have a sinus infection or a cold because it started getting really bad yesterday and I had to sleep sitting up because as soon as I laid down I couldn't breathe through my nose and I can't breathe through my throat because it was bleeding and it was going to do so again if I breathed through it. My throat was also swollen shut and it's a bitch trying to swallow pills, I'm just completely worn down, I have this constant headache from all of the pressure from my sinus cavity, a constant runny nose that has just recently become very congested, my lymph nods are swollen so much that I can hardly move my neck so that's creating even more pressure, and from all this pressure I sometimes lose my hearing but I think I'm getting an ear infection too because my ears are killing me. To top it off 8. I woke up this morning and guess what came just in time for my birthday? For those of you who can't guess the answer is my fucking period. Now I'm going to be even more irritable (didn't think it was possible), with cramps, bloating, nausea, and all of that other fun stuff. Oh and 9. I was also invited to go with Liz to her lesson (she's giving the lesson) in Elcho and I was so excited because I might've had the chance to go horseback riding but now that I'm sick I'm 99.9% sure I can't go. And if you thought the fun ended there let it be known that 10. I had to give up my free concert ticket to one of my favorite bands (would've been my very first concert-Alterbridge) because I have homecoming. Yesterday 11. I had the chance to go to a Green Bay Packer game which is like one of my dreams and my parents said no. Now I think I can top it off... 12. I haven't been getting any more than 5 hours of sleep a night and I have no idea why. Even when I stayed over at Liz's house I woke up at 8 am and I won't tell what time I went to bed. About the only good part of my weekend was hanging out with Liz. Oh wait, I even have one more... 13. I'm extremely jealous of Florian because Job is oblidged to spend all of his time with him so I haven't gotten to hang out alone with Job at all. He even gave Florian my gummi bears when we went to the state theater to see a movie I didn't even want to see... "The Bourne Identity"? Idk, whichever one is the second one.
That's kind of weird... the week after my 7 month anniversary (on the 13th) I've had 13 bad things happen to me... I'm sure there's more but I can't remember them. Now I'm going to go on EQ and kill things to make myself feel better.
Mandy ~ 8:09 AM