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Monday, October 04, 2004
As You've Come to Know Me
I want to respond to a couple of things from Kaitlin's blogger. I don't know why she wrote them but I must've said or done something to deserve her lash of words towards my relationship with her...
i dont trust a single person in this entire world. i dont know anyone enough to anymore. all of my close friends have betrayed me... i cant trust amanda, that is so evidently obvious.
You can't trust (or know) anyone because you've pushed everyone away to be with Mike even if you didn't intend to. All of your close friends have betrayed you because you let them... you created a big hole in all of your relations leaving them to think you didn't care for them anymore. I know this might not pertain to everyone of your friends but I know it pertains to quite a few including myself. And you may say the same about me with Job but honestly I willingly gave up my friends for him because he treats me better than they ever did. The relationship between us is completely mutual and I'm sorry but I really can't say the same for you and Mike... I mean there may be times when you aren't fighting but as of lately and even before the times preside when you fight more than you don't. I realize I'm going to get a lot of shit for writing this but seriously I feel as though I've kept these thoughts to myself and Job (for he is the only one who appreciates my true thoughts) for long enough. I was going to keep them between the two of us (Job and me) forever but since you indulged within yours I felt it was only fair to let you see mine. And now to respond to the previous blogger...
and it never occured to me to ever be jealous cause i havent been jealous since fifth grade which was of my older sister.
And of this sentence I don't completely understand. In that I mean I don't understand the context of which you refer to your 'older sister'. Now if you mean 'older sister' as in me I have no clue why you'd ever be jealous of me but I will assume because of my problems with self confidence that you were pertaining to the one we call 'sarah'. I can understand fully why you'd be jealous of her because she's always had a lot over us. Now I shall leave you with my prolonged thoughts... have fun.
I want to respond to a couple of things from Kaitlin's blogger. I don't know why she wrote them but I must've said or done something to deserve her lash of words towards my relationship with her...
i dont trust a single person in this entire world. i dont know anyone enough to anymore. all of my close friends have betrayed me... i cant trust amanda, that is so evidently obvious.
You can't trust (or know) anyone because you've pushed everyone away to be with Mike even if you didn't intend to. All of your close friends have betrayed you because you let them... you created a big hole in all of your relations leaving them to think you didn't care for them anymore. I know this might not pertain to everyone of your friends but I know it pertains to quite a few including myself. And you may say the same about me with Job but honestly I willingly gave up my friends for him because he treats me better than they ever did. The relationship between us is completely mutual and I'm sorry but I really can't say the same for you and Mike... I mean there may be times when you aren't fighting but as of lately and even before the times preside when you fight more than you don't. I realize I'm going to get a lot of shit for writing this but seriously I feel as though I've kept these thoughts to myself and Job (for he is the only one who appreciates my true thoughts) for long enough. I was going to keep them between the two of us (Job and me) forever but since you indulged within yours I felt it was only fair to let you see mine. And now to respond to the previous blogger...
and it never occured to me to ever be jealous cause i havent been jealous since fifth grade which was of my older sister.
And of this sentence I don't completely understand. In that I mean I don't understand the context of which you refer to your 'older sister'. Now if you mean 'older sister' as in me I have no clue why you'd ever be jealous of me but I will assume because of my problems with self confidence that you were pertaining to the one we call 'sarah'. I can understand fully why you'd be jealous of her because she's always had a lot over us. Now I shall leave you with my prolonged thoughts... have fun.
Mandy ~ 6:58 PM