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Saturday, October 16, 2004
Flattered Through Acceptance
My grandma Mary Ann just called. I answered the phone and when I asked her how she was she said 'I wish I could've kept Job.' She just went on and on and my face probably went five shades of red with embarassment at how much she liked him. I love acceptance and it can be just as good if not better when it's acceptance of the one you love from someone so important as your beloved grandma. I just about lost it when she said 'You found your true prince' that I told her my mom was available because I knew that's whom she called to talk to. I'm so elated that my (favorite, shhh!) grandma loves Job so much and she said he could come back any time.
*sigh* Now to get back from my dream world...
Last night Job had a football game against D.C. Everest-the tree people, hehe. They lost 46-14 but everyone anticipated the score to be much worse... I think I heard one prediction at 60-6. Job did really good... he got the only fumble, tackled the quarter back, and had to run across the field a few times to get the guys ours didn't cover... I froze but that's of no importance because I'm just fine today. The only thing that hurts are my lower legs (they've been hurting for weeks now) and my left knee is doing something funky underneathe the kneecap... it's making like a squishy and creaky noise and it hurts to walk up stairs especially. I bet it's just sore because I'm stupid. So right after I got done with pep band a certain someone went out of his way to say hi... and not someone I really cared to reply to either... Zach Farris. I said a quick hi and walked right to Job's dad.
Then I went back to the band room (actually ran to murphey's van which was right at the end of the intersection by school) and put my clarinet away and then ran back to the game for the end of the 3rd and then the 4th quarter. Then I waited for Job and we ran (yet again) back to the RHS but stopped a couple hundred feet short because my picnic blanket was only catching the wind and making it extremely hard to run. I probably hurt my knee somewhere in between all of the running. Then Job and his dad insisted they give me a ride home, which was very nice of him and I went to sleep around midnight.
Then I had some freaky dreams about how Drew Flory was bet a lot of money that he couldn't get me to cheat on Job and so he had some potion that basically equated to date rape drugs and we made out and he was doing stuff to me and I guess he didn't give me enough because then I like woke up almost from it and started screaming at him and then I cried (after he left) and had Job come over immediately so I could tell him because I felt so guilty. When Job came over I cried again because he got really upset and he comforted me because it wasn't my fault. I hate dreams... or should I say nightmares. The only part I liked about it was Job comforting me and even then it wasn't that good because of actually thinking that thing with Drew happened. I was so happy when I woke up and realized it was a dream. I like my life way too much that I really don't want it to change except moving in this positive direction with Job... our plans that I really want to happen. Well I guess I'll write again later when there's something to write about.
Oh and before I forget I have a couple of updates on a previous blogger...
Pertaining to 'This Week Just Sucks, I Always have the Worst of Luck...'
1. I'm no longer failing Environmental Science. I was getting a B+ as of a week ago and I just did the test after school on Thursday and got a 93% on it (I got two questions wrong) so my grade might be up to an A- or an A.
2. The girl whom I got in the cat fight with has now unofficially requested peace.
3. Marching is over... it's concert time!
4. Senior Walking is still hard but I've been taking pills to help with my crappy muscles.
5. The hodags lost another football game but Liz wasn't there to make it seem like it was the worst thing on the face of the earth so I was fine with it.
6. Florian has been gone for a while now and I almost have all of Job's attention... almost.
7. I'm no longer sick... got over that a couple of weeks ago.
8. I don't have my period and I won't for another week.
9. I didn't get to go to the lesson but I probably would've just sat there the entire time anyway.
10. There's a small chance I might be able to go with Will and his mom to another Alterbridge concert in Greenbay but it's a very small chance.
11. I still haven't gone to a Greenbay Packer game but they always lose and they lost the game I could've gone to.
12. My sleeping patterns are still irregular but now I average about 7 hours per night and on the weekends I don't wake up until noon (earliest at 9).
13. Florian is gone!!! Hehe, already mentioned that. Oh and I have the appetite of a monster... which leads me to wonder...
Pst... another good thing. My 8 month anniversary was 3 days ago which made me really happy. Now I shall say goodbye.
My grandma Mary Ann just called. I answered the phone and when I asked her how she was she said 'I wish I could've kept Job.' She just went on and on and my face probably went five shades of red with embarassment at how much she liked him. I love acceptance and it can be just as good if not better when it's acceptance of the one you love from someone so important as your beloved grandma. I just about lost it when she said 'You found your true prince' that I told her my mom was available because I knew that's whom she called to talk to. I'm so elated that my (favorite, shhh!) grandma loves Job so much and she said he could come back any time.
*sigh* Now to get back from my dream world...
Last night Job had a football game against D.C. Everest-the tree people, hehe. They lost 46-14 but everyone anticipated the score to be much worse... I think I heard one prediction at 60-6. Job did really good... he got the only fumble, tackled the quarter back, and had to run across the field a few times to get the guys ours didn't cover... I froze but that's of no importance because I'm just fine today. The only thing that hurts are my lower legs (they've been hurting for weeks now) and my left knee is doing something funky underneathe the kneecap... it's making like a squishy and creaky noise and it hurts to walk up stairs especially. I bet it's just sore because I'm stupid. So right after I got done with pep band a certain someone went out of his way to say hi... and not someone I really cared to reply to either... Zach Farris. I said a quick hi and walked right to Job's dad.
Then I went back to the band room (actually ran to murphey's van which was right at the end of the intersection by school) and put my clarinet away and then ran back to the game for the end of the 3rd and then the 4th quarter. Then I waited for Job and we ran (yet again) back to the RHS but stopped a couple hundred feet short because my picnic blanket was only catching the wind and making it extremely hard to run. I probably hurt my knee somewhere in between all of the running. Then Job and his dad insisted they give me a ride home, which was very nice of him and I went to sleep around midnight.
Then I had some freaky dreams about how Drew Flory was bet a lot of money that he couldn't get me to cheat on Job and so he had some potion that basically equated to date rape drugs and we made out and he was doing stuff to me and I guess he didn't give me enough because then I like woke up almost from it and started screaming at him and then I cried (after he left) and had Job come over immediately so I could tell him because I felt so guilty. When Job came over I cried again because he got really upset and he comforted me because it wasn't my fault. I hate dreams... or should I say nightmares. The only part I liked about it was Job comforting me and even then it wasn't that good because of actually thinking that thing with Drew happened. I was so happy when I woke up and realized it was a dream. I like my life way too much that I really don't want it to change except moving in this positive direction with Job... our plans that I really want to happen. Well I guess I'll write again later when there's something to write about.
Oh and before I forget I have a couple of updates on a previous blogger...
Pertaining to 'This Week Just Sucks, I Always have the Worst of Luck...'
1. I'm no longer failing Environmental Science. I was getting a B+ as of a week ago and I just did the test after school on Thursday and got a 93% on it (I got two questions wrong) so my grade might be up to an A- or an A.
2. The girl whom I got in the cat fight with has now unofficially requested peace.
3. Marching is over... it's concert time!
4. Senior Walking is still hard but I've been taking pills to help with my crappy muscles.
5. The hodags lost another football game but Liz wasn't there to make it seem like it was the worst thing on the face of the earth so I was fine with it.
6. Florian has been gone for a while now and I almost have all of Job's attention... almost.
7. I'm no longer sick... got over that a couple of weeks ago.
8. I don't have my period and I won't for another week.
9. I didn't get to go to the lesson but I probably would've just sat there the entire time anyway.
10. There's a small chance I might be able to go with Will and his mom to another Alterbridge concert in Greenbay but it's a very small chance.
11. I still haven't gone to a Greenbay Packer game but they always lose and they lost the game I could've gone to.
12. My sleeping patterns are still irregular but now I average about 7 hours per night and on the weekends I don't wake up until noon (earliest at 9).
13. Florian is gone!!! Hehe, already mentioned that. Oh and I have the appetite of a monster... which leads me to wonder...
Pst... another good thing. My 8 month anniversary was 3 days ago which made me really happy. Now I shall say goodbye.
Mandy ~ 5:10 PM