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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Reflections
As I sit here listening to Coldplay and thinking about my life for a the minute or possibly two that I have left on the pc because my brother's kicking me off I realize how good I have it. I may have my bad times like when Eddy Stefonik said he'll buy me a paper bag for my ugly face so he doesn't have to look at it in front of my 4th hour class... That was pointless but I almost starting crying today because of him. Of him I felt so horrible when once in my life I started thinking I wasn't that bad after countless people telling me I'm pretty like Job, Liz, Sawyer, and all of my other friends. I guess I've overestimated what self confidence I've tried to build but that's not what I intended on writing about...
I just read Em's blog and she's being pushed around by a certain jerk *Chila* (yes, I spelt his name wrong on purpose) but I think it's bullshit because he has no idea what she has to do. He shouldn't be allowed to tell off those who have much better priorities and the insight of which to make them. Yes, Jake you may get good grades but you have to be one of the biggest retards that I know. That's all I have time for but I must say I completely agree with Emily. I also wanted to talk about the calc program Job wrote me but no time. Love ya!
~Later... Much Later as in the Next Day Later~
I never got to finish my post so I felt rather cheated. What did I want to talk about now? Oh yes, reflecting upon my life and even if at times it may suck I still enjoy it. Job mostly has been there for me and occasionally a friend or two but not usually. Lately I've noticed this because all of my friends are having problems and mostly in relationships. I also really appreciate Three Doors Down, they're a really good band... I'm listening to "The Road I'm On". *sigh* I'm tired and I have been and I thoroughly enjoy the time I have to just sit and relax after school.
Today I walked 3.5 miles in senior walking and tomorrow we're walking 4 miles. So far (accumulative) I've walked 80 miles... in just this quarter and we still have 2 weeks left! I finally understand the meaning of 'walk it off' about half way through the walk my legs hurt insanely but as I kept pushing and walking myself to walk faster the pain just melded away. About 10 minutes before we were done I was completely pain-free although I stopped walking and my legs were of the consistancy of something between rubber and jello.
I just had a spanish test today and it took me up until the last 5 minutes of class and by then everyone except this guy she calls crystal ball and hillary-mercede were done. I really analysed everything and I was so worried about it and it felt easy but I bet anything I'm going to get a C on it. Everyone else told me after I was done (the people who finished really early) that they thought they failed because they didn't know anything and especially the listening comprehension. I guess we won't know until the scores come back... it was like a 6-8 page (página) test. So far I'm getting an A in the class so I think I'm doing ok.
About the calculator program. Job actually reformed it and added some stuff. He opened the program and it said 'Do You Love' (hit enter) 'Your Mandy?' -Yes -Maybe -No and if you choose no it says 'Someone else must have your calculator. Please try again.' and if you hit Maybe it says 'I know you and I know that's not the right answer. Please try again.' and then if you hit Yes it says something like 'I love you very much and I will always love you' (I know there was more) and then it goes on to a drawing of a heart that says I (Heart) and then Amanda inside the heart. It was so cute and thoughtful that he sat down and figured out a program to make me that.
As I sit here listening to Coldplay and thinking about my life for a the minute or possibly two that I have left on the pc because my brother's kicking me off I realize how good I have it. I may have my bad times like when Eddy Stefonik said he'll buy me a paper bag for my ugly face so he doesn't have to look at it in front of my 4th hour class... That was pointless but I almost starting crying today because of him. Of him I felt so horrible when once in my life I started thinking I wasn't that bad after countless people telling me I'm pretty like Job, Liz, Sawyer, and all of my other friends. I guess I've overestimated what self confidence I've tried to build but that's not what I intended on writing about...
I just read Em's blog and she's being pushed around by a certain jerk *Chila* (yes, I spelt his name wrong on purpose) but I think it's bullshit because he has no idea what she has to do. He shouldn't be allowed to tell off those who have much better priorities and the insight of which to make them. Yes, Jake you may get good grades but you have to be one of the biggest retards that I know. That's all I have time for but I must say I completely agree with Emily. I also wanted to talk about the calc program Job wrote me but no time. Love ya!
~Later... Much Later as in the Next Day Later~
I never got to finish my post so I felt rather cheated. What did I want to talk about now? Oh yes, reflecting upon my life and even if at times it may suck I still enjoy it. Job mostly has been there for me and occasionally a friend or two but not usually. Lately I've noticed this because all of my friends are having problems and mostly in relationships. I also really appreciate Three Doors Down, they're a really good band... I'm listening to "The Road I'm On". *sigh* I'm tired and I have been and I thoroughly enjoy the time I have to just sit and relax after school.
Today I walked 3.5 miles in senior walking and tomorrow we're walking 4 miles. So far (accumulative) I've walked 80 miles... in just this quarter and we still have 2 weeks left! I finally understand the meaning of 'walk it off' about half way through the walk my legs hurt insanely but as I kept pushing and walking myself to walk faster the pain just melded away. About 10 minutes before we were done I was completely pain-free although I stopped walking and my legs were of the consistancy of something between rubber and jello.
I just had a spanish test today and it took me up until the last 5 minutes of class and by then everyone except this guy she calls crystal ball and hillary-mercede were done. I really analysed everything and I was so worried about it and it felt easy but I bet anything I'm going to get a C on it. Everyone else told me after I was done (the people who finished really early) that they thought they failed because they didn't know anything and especially the listening comprehension. I guess we won't know until the scores come back... it was like a 6-8 page (página) test. So far I'm getting an A in the class so I think I'm doing ok.
About the calculator program. Job actually reformed it and added some stuff. He opened the program and it said 'Do You Love' (hit enter) 'Your Mandy?' -Yes -Maybe -No and if you choose no it says 'Someone else must have your calculator. Please try again.' and if you hit Maybe it says 'I know you and I know that's not the right answer. Please try again.' and then if you hit Yes it says something like 'I love you very much and I will always love you' (I know there was more) and then it goes on to a drawing of a heart that says I (Heart) and then Amanda inside the heart. It was so cute and thoughtful that he sat down and figured out a program to make me that.
Mandy ~ 8:27 PM